Skin, Heart and Mind ~ Nemi

46.

DEMI P.O.V.: I closed my eyes in my hotel room as I sighed, I was mad at Nick. It made me mad that he didn't care about me like I care about him.

I heard knocks on my door and opened to see Marissa standing there with her suitcase.

Demi: you're leaving already? (She nodded and I hugged her) I hope you can come back soon Rissa, I'll miss you

Marissa: me too, but I need to work (I laughed and nodded) talk to me soon, specially if you need me

Demi: I will, don't worry

Marissa: how are you?

Demi: I'm better I think (she nodded and we were interrupted by Cherry walking down the hallway dressed to go out)

Cherry: hey girls

Demi: hey, you're going out?

Cherry: yes, nothing too fancy

Demi: good luck (she smiled)

Cherry: thanks Demi, bye

Marissa: bye (she left the hall and I sighed frowning) you're sure, you're better?

Demi: I am, I'll be fine...I also have to call Luke now, he wanna see me (she smiled)

Marissa: he's hot Demi, I would go for it

Demi: (I giggled) we'll see what happens

Marissa: okay, gotta go

Demi: sure, let me know once you're home

Marissa: yup (I hugged her again and she smiled) love you, bye

Demi: love you, bye (she left and I was closing the door when I saw Nick walk out of his room ready to go out, probably with Cherry)

Nick: hey, Demi- (he started when he saw me but I closed the door before locking it)

I always knew what we had was just sex but I think a small part of me was always hoping something more could happen between us...like a lovers relationship.

I changed my clothes to my winter pyjama and called Luke over facetime.

Luke: hey there beauty

Demi: hey handsome

Luke: how was the show?

Demi: amazing as always

Luke: that's great, I'm happy for you

Demi: how was the training?

Luke: tiring, as always (I smiled seeing him smile) are you okay? I see something in your eyes

Demi: I'm probably just tired

Luke: sure? (I sighed)

Demi: I would like to change some things of the shows, that's all

Luke: and why don't you do it?

Demi: I don't think they're gonna listen to me

Luke: try, maybe you can change it

Demi: maybe I will

Luke: I hope you can change it cause I wanna see a smile on that face (I smiled slightly and he did too)

Demi: I gotta go to sleep Luke, I'll call you tomorrow, kay?

Luke: sure, be safe beautiful

Demi: you too handsome, bye

Luke: bye (I hang up on him and sent a text to Kelsey, my assistant)

Demi~ I don't wanna sing "Close" anymore, and I want another pianist for "Stone Cold"...I don't know if we can do something but I'm literally begging you Kels, please...

Kelsey~ okay, I'll see what can I do but I think we need to talk tomorrow cause everything is getting messy and I don't even know why

Demi~ sure and thanks ❤

I didn't wanna be near Nick. I needed space and it was the best way of doing it. Maybe dating Luke wasn't a bad idea after all...