chapter 10 knowing who I am

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Seth POV

After the little fight I had with my dad, we went outside to get some fresh air and talk about what just happened. Like is not everyday you get to see your dad out to get  you In his alpha form. By The way not all wolf can transform there whole body to there element only alphas and not even all alphas.

"see son  am sorry about what happened in there is just that I lost my head and all this emotions I have been feeling just came out." he said.

"is alright dad is my fault I started all this by making your mad."

"no it not your fault, it just that...... I feel" he said with this sad look in his face like he is blaming him self for something.

We got to the training ground and sat on the bench.

"angry ", " wait to me what did I do let me make up for it. "

"no it not you am angry at" I looked at his face and there was still hint of blame but on who exactly ,was it himself but he didn't do anything but saved me so why himself.

"Then who dad"

"it me Seth OK it me "he let out a breathe I didn't know he was holding.
He got up suddenly and started talking.

"it my fault your like this, I am the alpha of the strongest pack and couldn't even get you to kill someone and activate your gene to save you from your cancer.

"wait what, your were going to force me to kill someone to activate the gene. I told you before that it won't happen." I can't believe this guy, really I started to walk out.

"am sorry OK it just the thought of losing you made me think all kind of things." I stopped and walked back to him.

"look dad I get you want to save me but really you would force Your Own son to kill someone. "

"you didn't seem to have trouble with the one you killed when you drained the blood out of the body. " he said looking at me with no emotion.

"I can't believe you would bring that up, you knew what would happen when you injected vampire blood in my body and now you want to blame me for something I didn't think could happen to me. Wow way to go dad" am just fighting the tears that threatening to come out but some are to stubborn to stay inside.

"I didn't mean it like that "

" then what did you mean "my voice was raising Now looks like vampire side is coming out now.

" when you hurt your mother and when you killed that woman it showed me something " his voice was low and kinda of very off.

" you have become something I can't even think of am sorry to say this but I don't think I can see you as my son Atleast not Now. "

Those words were enough for me to kill someone and be happy about it but that wasn't even the worst.

"then what do you see me as dad "
He didn't speak "answer me" I lost my patience and I was screaming on top of my voice.

"answer......" "a monster, ok I see as a monster."

Those words broke me into a million pieces so that what he saw me as that why he was able to come at me with the intent of killing me.

There was nothing left to say I burst open in tears not the outburst screaming cry ,The silent ones.

You must be thinking why is a 17 years old boy crying like there took a precious toy from him. Well wait still your dad calls your a monster maybe you did feel different.

I went to my room to think about all he said. I remember when he would come up to my room to read bed time stories or the times he would take me horse riding on his back or the time I made him shoe me his wolf. I guess that all gone now.

I got up from the bed and looked through the window. There two newly mated werewolfs looks like there just turn eighteen. Am going to be eighteen In some month.

Perhaps my mate won't see me as a monster. My thoughts got cut off by a knock on my door.

"Seth honey I know your up I can here your heart beat "

Stupid werewolf hearing I got to the door I meet my mom with tears in her eyes.

"what happened mom, why are you crying "

"the tension in this house is too much for me to handle Seth. " she said sitting on my bed. I shut the door and sat with her on the bed.

"what do you mean mom"

"I know you and your dad had a fight again and he told me what he said to you. Am sorry son I know he didn't mean that "

"what done is done am a monster and I know you see me as one two, after all I attacked you. What type of son am I. " I told her not able to look at her face to here what she will say, maybe she feels the same way dad feels but she just won't tell me.

"don't you ever say that again " her tone becoming more serious and composed.  "you are my son, the boy I raised, your the one who made me smile and gave me hope even if my life was a mess before. "

"but I hurt your mom I don't know if I can forgive me myself for that."

"well your gonna have to suck it up you have the blood of an alpha act like one no more crying know who you are and what you are. "

"and what am I a monster"

"no your my son , your seth Macbeth and your a hybrid, your no longer normal. Your extraordinary and most of all you are you"

Those words were the words I wished my dad told me, it made me realize who I am. And that nothing had changed about me.

"thank you mom your the best " I said giving her a hug.

"I know " she smiled the first time I seen her smiled since my transformation.

"am gonna leave you to sleep now you have training tomorrow." she said leaving the room to me.

That night was the night I vowed never to cry for anyone again. I accepted my self as a vampire and a werewolf.  And that was the night I heard my vampire side talk to me.

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Hope you guys like it

Who excepted the dad to be like that no parent should call there child a monster.

So Seth knows who he is now and now it time for him to learn how to use his powers.  See you next time don't forget to comment and vote thank you 😁😂.

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