In Her Dark World

Chapter 1

Ally's POV

"I love you Ally"

Park

Holding hands

Gun shot.

Crowd was panicking.

Someone grab me from behind.

Gunshot

"I need you to be strong."

No.

"It's ok Love."

Sobbing hard.

"Close your eyes."

I did as he said.

"I love you."

I hear him whisper those word.

Then he left me

NOOOOOOO!!

Nagising ako mula sa bangungot na nakaukit sa pagkatao ko. Hingal na hingal at di magawang habulin ang hininga

Still the same damn old nightmare.

"Hope!" I hear a knock on my door
"Are you ok? Open the door." My kuya worriedly asked.

I couldn't answer him. I was barely breathing. I couldn't catch my breath and couldn't reach that damn inhaler.

my door unlocked and saw my older brother running towards me and quickly looked for my inhaler. As soon as he found it binigay nya agad sakin

"Sabi ko naman kasi sayo Hope, sa kwarto kana matulog! At ilang beses ko bang sasabihin sayo na wag mong nilolock yung pinto mo? Kailan ka ba makikinig sakin?" Pagpapagalit ng kuya ko habang hinahabol ko pa yung hininga ko.

(Elijah Drew Quinoa, ang mabunganga kong kuya)

I was still catching my breath after 2 pumps. Nung medyo nakahinga na ako ng maluwag natahimik ang paligid.

"You ok?" My kuya broke the silence.

I just stare straight at the ceiling and closed my eyes. Napabuntong hininga ako at sumandal sa pader.

"Wala naman akong choice eh." I replied with a smile.

Alam naman naming lahat na nakabaon na yung sakit sa puso ko at habang buhay ko ng dadalhin yung bigat na yun.

That's my punishment for living. Sana nga hindi nalang ako yung nabuhay.

"Maligo kana. May klase ka pa. Unang araw mo ngayon. I'll wait for you down stares. And please Kheir Allyson, inhaler. Sa bag." Ginulo nya yung buhok ko bago tuluyang lumabas.

"Why do I have to carry that stupid inhaler with me anyway? Hindi ako asthmatic!" Napikon kong sabi.

"Makinig ka nalang pwd?" Sabay irap nyang pakiusap.

I just tsk and waited for him to close the door.

1st day huh? Tsk. As if naman di matutuloy yung klase ng skwelahan nayun kung di ako papasok. I attempted to take a nap again but—

"Kheir Allyson! Now!" Galit na sigaw ng kuya ko like as if nakita nya akong humiga ulit. Urgh! I love him truly with all my heart but sometimes he's just so loud and it's so fckn annoying. MOST OF THE TIME

Nako namaaaaaaaan!

Napakamot ako ng ulo sa sobrang inis at padabog na sinirado ang pinto ng cr pagkatapos kunin yung towel.