Behind the Gloves

Be Real

7
"Please stop Trevor NO!" I kicked in bed another nightmare my 2nd one this year. I felt hand grab me and I kicked.

"Shit!" I looked up to Jamal holding his nose.

"My bad."

"Your good are you okay."

"Yes, What do you want."

"Whoa no need to be grumpy."

"I mean you woke a queen from dreaming." I laughed it off.

"It sounded like she needed to get out of it." I looked at him and blushed. Snap out of it.

"Why you in my room?"

"Ill wait till you brush and wash, mmm a damn shame." he said corving his nose. I looked over to my mirror seeing my hair all over the place and sleep on the side of my face.

"Get out Jamal." I said rolling my eyes and he left.

I got ready and put on a crop short sleeve shirt with workout leggings.
'Mabey a run will help clear my mind.' I thought to myself.

As my nightmares came back I realized how fucked up Trevor was and pained me I lost something I could never get back.

I felt I was crazy that I was only depressed for two months after the rape but Moved on so easily to everyone I seem fine even to myself sometimes but that's far from the truth.

"Seven!" Jamal yelled.

"Here I come."

"Finnaly." he said I looked at him crazy making him smirk a little.
"Okay so I wanted to see if you wanna come to this club with me tonight."

"Do you know who your girlfriend is."

"Yes and I know that you would be better to ask." I lowerd my eyebrows mabey I'm still dreaming.
"Okay let me head out."
"No wait, It's a fighting club and other than boxing for school Bri doesn't like that stuff and it shouldn't be a problem for her cause we're just friends." I grabed a water out the fridge and laughed.
"Jamal, Bri asks you to go to a club with her and your not in the mood so she just ask one of her cute guy friends."

"Okay you have a point, how about this I ask her, she agrees, your going end of the discussion." He said while stealing my water.
"Hey I was drinking that!"
"You brushed your teeth this morning?"

"Yes."

"Thank youuu... This water bomb."
I rolled my eyes and set my playlist for my run. I opened the door humming to 'Partynextdoor come see me' I jumped seeing Milo.

"This is not what met."

"What? You going somewhere.
"Nothing. And for a run."

"Okay I need to talk to you."
"If you can keep up Milo." I started running and he's actually way faster than but got tired quicker i ended up just running us to the coffee shop.
"Coming In today?" One of my co workers asked.

Milo
"No." She said smiling I felt bad and was almost tempted to just change my mind about this whole thing. But how cold I it was eating me up.