Together As One

Care? Part 2

[Moonbyul's POV]

We stood outside Hyejin's house for the next 15 minutes. Wheein was in a frenzy. She stood at the door knocking and ringing the doorbell nonstop, calling out for her soulmate in between sobs.

Yongsun unnie and I were extremely worried but we had to hold ourselves up and be there for Wheeinie.

"Wheein drink some water. Sit down for a bit please?" Yongsun unnie begs Wheein. The younger had her hair all messed up, she was sweating and her face was completely red and tear-stained.

"No unnie. I need to get in. There must be a way to get in. Something is just so wrong with her. It's different tonight unnies. It's really bad today. It's not her usual relapse." Wheein cries out.

I continue to stand at her window. It was pitch black inside except for some light at her bedroom door entrance. I see the light get brighter and a dark figure walks out. It must be our Hyejinnie. I bang the window gently but firmly to try and get her attention. But it was to no avail. I see her stumble out towards the kitchen and then I hear the sound of glass breaking.

"Hyejin!!!" We all shout as we hear the sound of glass crashing.

It was past an hour and still we had no way of getting in.

"I've decided. I'm going to call Manager unnie and see what she can do to help us get in. I know this could possibly end up being a big issue but we have no choice girls. I can't think of any other way." Yongsun unnie informs us as she calls Manager unnie.

I pull Wheeinie into a tight hug. Nothing I say could possibly make her feel better.

[Hwasa's POV]

You bastard. You're just a loser. Why did you even try to be an idol?

You deserve to die.

Why don't you cut more? Just slash yourself. You retard.

Everyone hates you. Are you so dumb you haven't realised that?

I refused to let my tears fall. The voices in my head were just getting louder. I took a big mouthful of beer, and throw my 5th empty can of beer down on to the floor, not caring about the mess on the floor. I sip from my almost empty soju bottle and stand up shakily. I stumble towards the kitchen wanting to get something sharp to inflict more wounds on myself.

You stupid. Can't you just die already?

You see the fans? Those people hate you. They want you dead.

You being dead makes them happier. You like to please others right? Dumbass

Come on cut yourself.

Smash the glass on yourself.

"Stop it! Please!" I shouted at nobody angrily, throwing the glass bottle against the kitchen wall. The green bottle smashed into pieces and I couldn't help but just slump down finally crying hot angry tears, not caring that the broken glass pieces had cut my feet and my hands.

"I just want to be happy! Please leave me alone! Stop it!" I shout more, with frustration dripping off each word I say.

I hear loud voices outside my door and I stand up.

I take a full soju bottle and stand in front of the door.

SMASH!

I throw the glass bottle against the door with all my might and scoop up the glass pieces and walk back to my room. I smile to myself.

Everyone really wants me to die right? I sprinkle the glass shatters on my floor and just lie down on them tiredly.

"I'm so tired of life." I feel myself unconsciously mumble as my eyes closed and I lose consciousness.

[Wheein's POV]

A few minutes after Manager unnie informs us that she will get a locksmith over to our apartment building to help unlock Hyejin's house we feel glass being thrown against the front door from the inside. Hyejin had been shouting for the past 10minutes, and I felt so helpless.

"Unnies... she won't do anything too crazy right?" I try to convince myself as I ask the unnies.

They respond with a weak smile, not saying anything as they try to hold their own tears. I gave up holding them in since long ago. I couldn't control my emotions when my other half was going insane on the other side of the door.

"Sorry! We rushed over immediately after your call Yongsun!" I hear Manager unnie breathlessly say as the locksmith rushes after her to help us unlock the door.

When the door was unlocked, we profusely thanked him.

"I don't know what is going on, but I hope everything will be okay for you all." He says as he leaves and Manager unnie follows after him, sending him to the lift.

I waste no time and push open the door and got a shock at the sight of the house's interior. Broken glasses all over, and worst of all, blood stains on the floor. Hyejin's blood. Where was she?

I run in with my shoes still on and hurriedly try to open the door of her bedroom. It was lock. I sweared out loud and used all my strength to kick open the door. There my poor Hyejin baby was, unconscious body on the floor with glass pieces all around her.

I see blood coming out from the bandage on her thighs and stomach and from the glass wounds on her feet and yell.

"Unnie! Call the ambulance now please!" I shout without realizing they were just behind me.

I gently lift Hyejin's head up and carried her tiny body out to the living room area where there were no glass pieces. I feel arms on my shoulder trying to comfort me as I burst into tears again.

"Hyejinnie... why... why couldn't you tell me what happened? Why did you do this to yourself? Who hurt you? I love you so much. Please. Stay with me." I cry and say to her face, burying my face in her chest that was clad with nothing but her sports bra.

"Hyejin ah... wake up please. Don't do this to me. I'm always here for you. Babe... please..."

Just then, the paramedics arrived and placed Hyejin on a stretcher bringing her to their ambulance. Yong unnie and Byulie unnie and myself follow after them and board the ambulance to go to the hospital.

"She's alive don't worry dear girls. She just lost a lot of blood and... I'm not sure because I'm unable to give a proper diagnosis but this may have been a suicide attempt. But don't worry first. Let's reach the hospital and pray that everything will go smoothly from there okay dearies." The kind looking paramedic tries to assure us. She offers a small smile and as much as I appreciated it, I couldn't feel any assurance.