Just Pretend, cb {completed}

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*NYE*

it's New Year's Eve. Corbyn and my family spent Christmas day together, That includes John and Jack too.

Corbyn got me a holiday to London as my gift. I bought him a necklace he's wanted and a new guitar. I knew he would go all out but i really didn't expect it. It made me feel like a bad girlfriend but he said all he wanted was me so, oh well.

We're leaving in three weeks and going for three weeks. However, Corbyn and i grew distant again just before Christmas. We got into an argument because as soon as the new year starts, he's got the option to tour Europe or Asia. He promised to be with me...

I know i'm probably being over dramatic, i understand he has to continue this. But he promised to be with me until things calmed down a little, things haven't calmed down at all- they got worse. People found out we were together again and then chaos struck.

We're talking to each other though and working through it but i was just a little pressed, Still am a little mad.

"Babe we're doing fireworks, you coming?" He walks into the house. Everyone in the backyard, i'm sitting watching the news. In reality i'm just thinking about everything. I might go on this tour with him.

"Yeah." I turn the TV off and walk out into the garden with him. Everyone was crowded around Louie and Jordan who were setting up the fireworks.

It's crazy how big everyone's friendship has grown, I'm close with all of his friends. "You excited for London?" he asks, sliding his arm around my waist. I am, i'm hoping it will give us a break from all of this and act as a 'new beginning' for us.

"Yeah." I rest my head on his shoulder. He smells really good. I peck his neck. I haven't kissed him or hugged him in like a week because i've been so mad.

"Was that a kiss?" He pulls away, a smile plastered on to his face. I love making him happy.

"Maybe." I cuddle back up to his chest again. I'm gonna stop being difficult as my new years resolution, I forget how much i love and appreciate him sometimes.

"New year, new me bitches. Gonna pull a Corbyn and not drink alcohol." Zach laughs, downing a bottle of beer. No one really found it funny but some people laughed to make Zach not feel embarrassed.

"Bro when you're in love, you'll understand." Jordan laughs, pointing to us, then people started laughing. Corbyn just holds me tightly like a trophy.

"Bro i am in love... Krystals my babe." They've been 'dating' for almost a year now. It truly makes me sick.

"Zach, Friends with benefits doesn't mean you're in love." Corbyn points out, receiving a bunch of laughs from people in the crowd, including me.

"Neither is fucking for money." Zach winks at me, opening a new bottle of beer. The crowd just looking at him disappointed.

"Don't listen to him." Corbyn kisses my head. "Shut the fuck up." He says loudly to Zach. Zach was nice to me for one whole day, then went back to being a dick.

Zach acts all scared and Corbyn started to get tense. "Ignore him, He's not worth it." I say into his ear. He kisses the top off my head and Daniel starts chanting down from 10.

We all Join in and once it gets to one, Corbyn pushes his lips on mine, kissing me passionately.

The fireworks get set off and i was something straight out of a movie, It was wonderful.

"I love you." He rubs his nose against mine. I smile and start cheering along with everyone else. New year wow. Times gone so fast.

"Y'all are cute." Some random boy taps my shoulder, I turn around and a guy shows me a picture of Corbyn and i when it hit 00:00.