Just Pretend, cb {completed}

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*what happened*

C O R B Y N

"You need to learn how to control your anger." Sierra sighs softly, sitting beside me in the backyard. I only get angry when it's something to do with her and apparently my whole life revolves around her.

"Has he ever touched you like that before?" I will murder Eben for doing that. She was clearly uncomfortable and felt completely out of place. He's not allowed to touch her when i'm there; he's not allowed to touch her point blank.

"No." She looks down, "What happened? Please can you be honest with me."

We hooked up. More then once. I should've just walked away but i didn't. I don't regret it, we made each other feel things none of us have ever felt before and it amazed me.

"We hooked up?" I rip some of the grass, sprinkling it back down. Of course she knows that, i just don't want to tell her what we actually did.

She let out a sharp sigh, "You not think i know that, Corbyn? What did we do? How did i get all of these? I can't even walk properly." Her voice raises.

She should take her anger out on me, i'm the one that took advantage of the state she was in, her energy was over the roof and Louie's right, i should've just walked away.

"We fucked, Sierra... What else do you want me to say?" I shrug my shoulders, we did a lot more then fuck but she will hate me forever if i tell her. It was her idea but i should have never went on with it.

"How the fuck did i get hickeys on my thighs if all we did is fuck? Your back is all fucked up Corbyn. Just tell me the truth, i won't be mad at you." She looks in my eyes, she's mad right now though.

"We... Well, I... Sierra you don't want to know." I stutter in shame. This was so stupid. She is definitely regretting it. If only she was sober to know the things we said and did to each other, she wouldn't regret it.

"Corbyn." She frowns. "I'm just tryna know what you did, it's my body i have the right to know that." She cracks her knuckles. She's right about that.

"You never wanted to try it." I stare out to the pool, a leaf floating seemed to be the only thing to focus me eyes on.

She took a moment to rekindle her thoughts and then let out a soft "Oh."

"I'm sorry, i should've walked away-"

"Did i enjoy it?" She raises her eyebrows. Why is she asking this? Every time i always bought the topic of oral up she completely shut me down.

"The marks on my back tell me you did... You weren't yourself though." I lick my lips slightly, we both enjoyed every moment of last night.

"What else did we do?"

"You literally went at it for hours. I was tired you just... you just didn't stop." I remember vividly my jaw aching from making out too much, she just kept going and going.

"I'm sorry. I have makeup if you want me to cover those so Sienna don't see." She plays with a ring on her finger.

"No, it's okay." I stand up, Sienna won't be a problem anymore; i need to make things right with Sierra. She stands up too and we just stare at each other.

"Want me time give you a lift home?"

"Jonah will... You should get some proper rest and change your bedsheets." I smile a little, she definitely needs to change her bedsheets.

"Will do." She heads inside before me. She grabs someone's sweater from the kitchen and just throws it on over her her clothes.

"Has your headache kicked in yet?" Luke looks at her, throwing me a shirt. I put it on and Sierra just seemed to have ignored him, sitting with Daniel.

He put his arm around her waist and she cuddled into his shoulder. I was confused but didn't act on it. She's right, i need to learn how to control my anger.

"Jo when you going home?" I ask, sitting beside Luke who was doing confusing doctor shit.

"I'm staying the day and night, Ash is back at yours." He brings a bowl of cereal over. I don't feel like facing Ashley right now either.

"You can stay too." Luke says, Sierra's head shoots up and just side eyes Luke. Luke looked at her and they were communicating without actually speaking.

She puts her head back down in Daniels shoulder and closes her eyes slowly. "They do it all the time remember, She sees him as a bestfriend." Luke notices me staring. I look away from them and my eyes focused on Eben who had walked in through the door.

"Sierra can we talk." He asks.

Daniel looked down at Sierra and then looked up at Eben, "She's asleep." He rubs her back gently. I don't understand their friendship one bit.

How are they gonna hook up one night, then act like a couple the next but not have any feelings for each other at all? Daniels bound to have some feelings for her. It doesn't make sense.

"Right i'm away, i'll be back around 4." Louie leaves along with Maggie, his college bag with him. He slammed the door when he left and Sierra's eyes shoot open.

"I think you should get some rest upstairs." Daniel mutters to her. She stood up and he walked up the stairs with her.

"Why are you still here?" Eben asks, grabbing Sierra's phone from the counter. If he snoops i will kick him out.

"Put it down." Luke looks at him. Eben put the phone down then Luke went back to whatever he was doing "I said he could stay, you have a problem with it then leave."

"I live here?" Eben raises one of his eyebrows.

"And i can easily kick you out... Did you clear your head?" Luke ssl's him, flicking a page and scanning his eyes over it.

"I'm spending time with my family." Eben ignored the question and walked up the stairs. Daniel sits back where he previously was and wipes his hands on his knees.

Then i couldn't hold my curiosity back anymore. "How have you not caught feelings for her yet?" I look at him, He and Luke both smile at each other. Jonah and I confused.

"A couple week ago i figured out i was into guys. Don't get me wrong, i'm into girls too. I'm Bisexual. But i feel more things with guys." He shrugs his shoulders. I'm proud of him. Really proud of him.

But now it's time for Jonah to come out because i see the way he looks at girls compared to how he looks at guys. I'm starting to think that's the real reason why he and Ashley broke up. They both won't tell me the truth.

"Well done, man... Proud of you." I smile. Makes sense to why he isn't a pure ass around Sierra.

Jonah awkwardly cleared his throat and started sweating, shoving a spoon of cereal into his mouth.

I'll let him find himself at his own pace.

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okay let's hope this one uploads on time.

Anyway, ima start uploading two chapters a day maybe if i feel like it.

ALSO do NOT bash me for this okay, ITLL ALL MAKE SENSE SOON.

anyway, bc Donah was a popular demand, i figured i'd change the whole fkn ass STORYLINE to make it happen.

i do the most for y'all :)))