A Psychotic Tour Of My Madness.

Scarred.

You were going to take the whole bottle.

You were going to fall asleep and never wake up like the princess in a fairytale you once read.

You thought about how easier it would be to leave this world full of pain.

You thought about how relieved you would feel once you were dead.

You ended up taking nine pills.

Stopping yourself from taking the whole bottle was the hardest thing you ever did.

You went to the hospital and felt ashamed of what you did.

You realized what you would be doing to you family.

Your mother sobbed.

Your sister cried.

Your father was terrified of losing you.

Your brother was shocked and upset.

You caused them pain.

Just by attempting to do something so awful.

They are scarred forever.

And so are you.

-you will remember that moment for forever.