Happier || Jorbyn

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Saw you walk inside a bar
He said something to make you laugh
I saw that both your smiles were twice as wide as ours

Jonah remembered the second time he saw Corbyn and Daniel out. It was heartbreaking. And even more heartbreaking because he looked into the same eyes he fell in love with. Writing these lyrics caused his vision to become blurry. He didn't want to break up with Corbyn but he had to. He didn't want to leave Corbyn alone but he had to. Jonah didn't want to break Corbyn's heart, he didn't want to do that to Corbyn, but he had to.

Jonah had been pacing on the other side of the street opposite to a club. He wanted to go in. Drink his feelings away but he was to scared. What if he got to drunk and called Corbyn? He couldn't do that, not to himself, and especially not to Corbyn. Corbyn had finally got himself together, how could Jonah just ruin that for him.

As Jonah began to step off the sidewalk in order to cross the street, he stopped midway and hid behind a black car parked on the side of the street.

There Corbyn was with him. The same him Jonah was worried about during their relationship. Jonah knew Corbyn would never do anything. It was Daniel Seavey who he worried about. Jonah knew Daniel had loved Corbyn for the longest time. And it seems like Corbyn grew feelings for him now.

Jonah saw them walk in and waited a couple of minutes before he too walked across the street and into the bar after showing his ID.

Jonah spotted them at the bar and went to the opposite side of the room. Making sure he had a good view of them.

Daniel said something to make Corbyn laugh and Jonah smiled. He had missed corbyn's smile.

Jonah stared at them with tears in his eyes. Their smiles looked twice as big as Corbyn's and Jonah's.

"It's not good to stalk," a voice said beside him causing him to jump.

"Oh gosh, Jack," Jonah said as he held a hand to his heart.

"Listen I saw him at work spiral out of control. I had to send him home for months because he was that bad. I love Corbyn, he's an amazing person. But don't go over there if you don't know what you want. He's suffered enough Jonah," Jack said as he gave Jonah a pat on the shoulder then proceed to walk away.

Jonah sighed and rubbed his temples. He knew jack was right. And hearing how Corbyn was just made the guilt even worse. So with that thought in mind, he knew exactly where to go.

So with a deep breath, he turned his attention towards the door and began to make his way out.

"Ay yo Jonah!" He heard his name being heard.

He whipped his head around and noticed it was Zach who was with Corbyn and Daniel. Jonah looked down and noticed Daniel's and corbyn's hand interlocked.

Jonah's vision got blurry to the tears and he took a deep gulp. Corbyn noticed and instantly felt guilty. So he quickly removed his hand from Daniel's.

"See ya later Zach," jonah quickly called out and ran out the door.

Corbyn following him but wasn't as fast as Jonah. Jonah had already made it to the other side of the street and was running to his apartment.

Jonah looked over and noticed Corbyn at the doors of the bar.

"I'm so sorry" Jonah mouthed and ran faster to his apartment.

"I'm so sorry," Jonah whispered to himself as he sang the song to himself. At least the little bit he had.

These lyrics, the memory bringing a huge amount of guilt. But this had to be done.

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My heart for Jonah 🥺

Imma double update today. So another update will be coming tonight : )

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