Happier || Jorbyn

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I know that there's others that deserve you
But my darling, I am still in love with you

Jonah knew he didn't deserve Corbyn nor his beautiful soul. But he couldn't help it and be selfish by wanting Corbyn to himself.

Corbyn was one of the kindest souls on Earth. He was truly one of a kind and everyone but him knew.

Corbyn was the person to drop anything to help you. If you were in a bad mood, he would do anything to lift up your mood. He would talk with you if you needed to let things out. He would listen and absolutely not judge you for how you were feeling, even if he didn't understand the feeling himself.  Corbyn would go out of his way to make sure everyone around him felt loved and comfortable around him.

Whenever Corbyn walked into a room, he lit the place up. Sure at times his happy upbeat personality could be annoying but in five minutes, he would have you laughing and just feeling better. Corbyn brought light to everyone's world.

There was no mean bone in Corbyn's body. He never liked hurting others because people often hurt and took advantage of him. So he never wanted others to feel the same. Corbyn was the person to think of there before himself.

All those things, Jonah knew. And he knew that he didn't deserve Corbyn in his life. He knew there was others who deserved Corbyn but Jonah was still so in love with Corbyn.

There was not a thing in this world that Jonah wouldn't do for Corbyn. Even if it meant doing something illegal. Corbyn was just that type of person. He was the type of person you would absolutely do anything for. But would never have to because Corbyn was the most selfless person you would ever meet. And at times, it would end up hurting him most.

But that's what Jonah loved most about Corbyn. Corbyn had been fucked over by so many people. So many people hurt him, took advantage of him, and bullied him. Yet Corbyn never changed. He never let his heart change. Corbyn didn't let this cruel and evil world change him. He stayed the same. And was still the most amazing and beautiful human inside and out. This fucked up world sent hurricanes, thunderstorms, hail, tsunamis at Corbyn and yet Corbyn came out of each one with a smile on his face. And he didn't let anything stop him from putting others before himself.

And some people found that stupid of Corbyn. And maybe it was. But Corbyn didn't care. If he helped someone through something, if he saved someone, if he made someone's day, hell even if he just made someone smile in the moment, that's all he cared about. And that's all he needed to never change himself.

So yea Jonah knew others deserved Corbyn but Jonah was still in love with Corbyn and he doesn't think he will ever stop.

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Updating before work! So sorry for any mistakes! I quickly skimmed this chapter for mistakes.

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