"But you look happier you do, I knew one day you'd fall for someone new"
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In which when the song gets sent to jonah, its Jonah's turn to write a song as a response back
-Mariana
Sequel to "Or Is It Just Me" (must read that fir...
Corbyn smiled at the mailman as he received the package.
"Thank you Anthony," Corbyn smiled at the man.
"See ya later," Anthony smiled as he began walking down the aisle back to his truck.
Corbyn walked back to his house and sat on the couch.
"From J. M. R. F."
"To Corbyn Besson"
Corbyn ripped open the package as he knew exactly who it was from.
He grabbed the CD player he had bought the day after Daniel had sent the package to Jonah. Deep down knowing he had hoped Jonah would send a package to him as well.
Corbyn read the letters as he listened to Jonah's voice singing the CD. Tears slid down Corbyn's cheeks as he read and listened to the Jonah's voice.
He finished everything and was about to put everything back in but a letter at the bottom caught his attention.
Corbyn picked it up and began to read.
"Dear Corbyn,
I know I absolutely don't deserve to see you, talk to you, nor even send this to you considering everything I have done to you. But I also know your past and your mental health. And I know even though you're with Daniel, you're dying to know answers. And I know you're absolutely dying to ask certain questions to calm your mind state, so if you would like, I hope we can meet up and discuss things you'd like.
Only if you're okay with of course. Please don't feel pressured to meet up. Please only do so if you think it would be okay with your mental health.
I hope to see you again Corbyn.
But if not, and this is the last thing I get to say, I want to say thank you for the wonderful years you gave me. I don't regret either of them. You taught me how to love, how to be patient, how to love myself, and how to be a better me. If we never cross paths again, I want to wish you a happy life. If anyone deserves it, it's absolutely you, Corbyn. I hope the man you marry treats you like the king that you are. I wish you the best in life. I hope you get or have gotten the closure you needed in order to be okay. I know that you can't truly move on until you get the closure you need from something, (I did listen see).
Last thing before (hopefully not) I lose you for good, I still love you Corbyn. I have never stopped and I never will.
Thank you for the best five years of my life that you have given me.
Text me if you would like to meet up.
(***) *** - ****
-Jonah Marais
With a deep breath and a wipe across his cheeks, Corbyn picked up the phone and dialed the number Jonah had provided.
"Hello?" Jonah's voice was heard once he picked up causing Corbyn to hold in his breath.
"Hello?" Jonah asked again after a few seconds of Corbyn not answering.
"Jonah, it's me," Corbyn finally said as Jonah gasped.
"Corbyn," Jonah breathed out.
"I wanna meet up," Corbyn finally said after a minute of silence.
"Of course, Umm when?" Jonah asked after he collected himself the best he could.
"Soon as possible. Does tonight work with you?" Corbyn asked his ex lover.
"Yes, tonight is great." Jonah said. "Is my place okay? The reason is to personal to be discussed in public." Jonah quietly explained.
"Yea that works," Corbyn nodded.
"Okay, I'll see you tonight," Jonah said as Corbyn nodded.
"I'll see you tonight," corbyn said then both men hung up.
"Who was that Corbyn?" Daniel asked once he walked into the room.
"Jonah, I'll be going to his place tonight," Corbyn said, not beating around the bush.
"What! Corbyn! How could you do that to yourself?!" Daniel yelled, angered with his lover.
"Daniel please understand that I need this." Corbyn pleaded with his lover.
"Corbyn," Daniel frowned.
"Please Daniel, I need it," Corbyn pleaded.
"Okay," Daniel frowned.
Corbyn nodded and made his way to their shared room to get ready.
Daniel sat down on the couch as he thought of stuff. And as he mentally prepared himself for any outcome.
Including the outcome of Corbyn not being his by the end of the night.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I'm rewatching Big Time Rush on Hulu so I ain't been on here much. And I have a lot of personal stuff going on so sorry I've been so MIA.
Kendall, after all these years, still has my heart. I have a thing for blondes/Burnett's with blue/green eyes 😌
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If my husband doesn't look like Corbyn Besson or Jonah Marais, i don't want him
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