Save Me

Tears

"Nayeon are you okay? You look disturbed for these pass 2 days." Jennie, Nayeon's co-worker asked. The two was in the airplane cabin, finishing up the cleaning before they went home. It was 8 hours flight back home and Nayeon tries really hard to keep her head up in wrapping up the long flight considering she won't be flying anywhere for the next 2 weeks. 'Just a couple more hours Nayeon and you'll be snuggling in bed'. Nayeon advised herself. "Nothing. I'm good." Nayeon flatly answered. "We've been cabin mates for a year now, don't lie. Come on tell me what's up." Nayeon was usually fine with her friends prying about her life but she's just not in the mood today. In fact, she has been moody for the past 2 weeks and she's good at hiding it. Only today marked the peek of it all since she's been stressing herself out too much for not getting in touch with her girlfriend. It pisses her off when the blonde suddenly stop calling and not answering her calls at the same time her feeling has been eating her up from the inside worse and worse each day. Nayeon's mind was filled with unwanted 'what ifs' to the point where she might get a heart attack if she's lost in her hell of a bad thoughts. "I'm okay Jennie. Seriously." Nayeon replied, sounding a little annoyed with the other girl. Jennie doesn't gave up. She playfully grip Nayeon's hand stopping the girl from doing whatever she had herself occupied with and Nayeon wasn't having it. "Can you back the fuck off?! I told you I'm fucking fine didn't I?!" The sudden lash startles the other girl. "You are not like your usual self lately because you always cheer me up everytime we fly together! Is it because of that girl Jeongyeon!?" Jennie teared up and suddenly gasped realizing what she just said. Jennie covers her mouth. Nayeon snapped her heads towards Jennie's direction which previously she didn't bother to look at. "Wha- h- how did you know about her? I never tell you anything about Jeongyeon." The questioning looks on Nayeon's face send shivers down on Jennie's spine. She didn't know how to answer the girl in front of her. "Answer me Jennie!" Nayeon shouted. Nayeon have no intention to be so enrage at first but she just lost it when Jeongyeon's name was brought up. "I- I didn't know her. Please don't get mad. Nayeonie-" Jennie tried to console Nayeon by reaching the girl's hand but Nayeon flinched taking a step back. "Tell me. Right now. Who told you about her." Nayeon's voice was low but threatening. Jennie didn't dare to look at Nayeon eye to eye right now. She hangs her head low but answered the older girl. "Y- your m- mum. She asked me to put a bug on your phone s- so you won't be able to reach Jeongyeon. That's how I know her. Nayeonie I'm really sorry but you're giving me no noice. Please forgive me. I was just trying to- " Jennie was begging for Nayeon's forgiveness but her words was cut off by Nayeon. "Shut it I don't want to hear it anymore. I'm leaving bye." Nayeon took her luggage and leave the plane immediately. The longer she stay there the more in flame she feels herself be. Nayeon can hear Jennie calling out her name but she was too appalled from what she heard a moment ago and she sure as hell doesn't want to be anywhere near Jennie right now. "Nayeonie! Na- Nayeon please.. I lo- love you.." Jennie confessed, but Nayeon was already too far to reach.

Nayeon didn't waste any more time to confront her mother. She drove to her parents house without thinking it through. The girl was tired but being in the state like a girl who had just lost her dog, she can't take it any longer. The days she went through without knowing her girlfriend's state makes Nayeon miserable enough, it doesn't took twice to think that she NEEDS to hear her mum's explanation. Nayeon arrived at her parent's house after an hour drive. She slammed her car door and barged into the mansion front door. "Ms. Im. Long time-," One of their maids bowing towards Nayeon but the girl walked past her as if her maid wasn't there to greet. Nayeon searched the whole house for her mother earning a questioning glances from every maid they have in the mansion but nobody was brave enough to greet the girl seeing the usually bubbly face is now fuming red. A few seconds later Nayeon finally found her mother sitting under the garden's gazebo. "Mum explained." Nayeon threw her phone on the coffee table in front of her mum. "Manners, young lady. Sit down." Mrs. Im was calm. She don't even bother to look at her daughter. "No thanks. I want you to tell me why did you hijacked my phone. Really mum? Was it worth the effort? You even use Jennie against me. I don't know how you cover your tracks since I'm sure as hell didn't notice it, I just want to know why." Nayeon retorted, standing still while crossing her arms. "There's nothing to discuss here. I did what I had to do." Mrs. Im stated, still remain seated sipping on her tea. "You have no right to do that! You're putting my relationship at stake! Why did you do it? Tell me!" Nayeon teared up, not able to contain nor hide her rage towards the older woman. "I'm your mother. I have every right to do so. I determine who you're dating and who are you going to marry. I want you to leave the girl or whoever you are seeing at the moment. End of discussion." Mrs. Im stated. Nayeon was speechless and felt defeated. She wiped her tears and stared at her mum again. "I hate you. Seoyeon unnie was right, neither of you and dad would care on how we both felt. I thought I could count on you but I was wrong." Nayeon's voice was soft and emotionless. She left the garden right after. Mrs. Im was taken aback with the sudden mentions of Seoyeon's name. "What is that supposed to mean Im Nayeon?! You come back here this instant!" Mrs. Im stand up and shouted Nayeon's name but the girl didn't bother to look back.