F.R.I.E.N.D.S (A Post Malone Story)COMPLETE

Chapter 25

I went back to the UK the next day. I stayed in the UK over Christmas and New year spending time with my family. We all went on holiday to Antigua to relax before I head off for the second leg of the tour. I spent a few days with G but we decided it wasn't working.

I arrived in the bus to find out Post Malone had a new girl friend. I should have known. I grabbed a drink and headed straight for my bunk. I wasn't in the mood for pleasantries. Again for about a week he didn't speak to me. This was getting ridiculous.

I hadn't been partying with the crew on this leg yet. I just wasn't in the mood. I was tired all the time and performing was draining me. Lottie came and sat in my bunk. "Don't shout at me but I bought you something and I really think you should listen to me" she put a CVS bag on my knee. I opened it, a pregnancy test. I looked at her with raised eyebrows. " Well you've been very temperamental recently, you've missed a couple of periods and your boobs are getting bigger" she prods my boob.

"Hey that hurt"

"Exactly, are they sore?" She crosses her arms .

"Well yes but they are like that when I'm coming on my period and you know my periods are always messed up!"

"Please, just for me? Then we can move on"

"Fine" I push past her to go pee on the stick. I get back in the bunk and we out a timer on. She hugs me from behind and I snuggle into her. I start to silently cry. My tears landing in her arms. She just hugs me tighter and we sit there waiting for the longest 3 minutes of my life.

The timer sounds. I throw it towards her. "I'm too scared" she turns it over and just gives me a look. A look which means it's not the news I wanted. I immediately start to sob. What the fuck am I going to do? Who's is it? I've never felt like more of a slut... We hear shouting from the common area of the bus. We both pop our heads out of my curtain to find out what's going on. Dre, Austin and Michi are in a full blown argument. Adam sneaks past and squeezes into my bunk hugging and kissing Lottie. He looks down at the pregnancy test in Lottie's hand and I can tell he's about to freak. "It's mine" I put my hand on his.

"Shit, not that I don't want kids with you Lottie but just not so soon"

"Yeah noooo not yet lover boy" she kisses his cheek.

"So does G know?" Adam asks, Lottie stifles a laugh

"What?" We both look at her confused " this is not a laughing matter Charlotte!" I hiss

"Are you sure is G's?" She cocks an eyebrow at me

"Who elses would it be?" I start to panic. She just pops her head out of the curtain and motions to the argument.

"Dre?.." Adam looks confused "Austin!!! Shit of course he's been so weird around you. Snapping if we talk about you. It all makes sense now!!! Fuck do you know who's it is?!"

"No I've only just took the test guys and can we be a little more subtle than this!" I bury my head into my hands "I had sex with them both on the same day!" I groan

"Anne Marie!!!" Lottie scolds me

"I know I feel the shame... Now what the fuck is going on out there?!"

"Well your potential baby daddy and his girlfriend had a very public fight tonight. The press where everywhere so it's already out there. They have split and she's going back home tonight" Adam smirks

"Shit... What where they arguing about?" I ask ignoring the baby daddy comment

"You I think, she was shouting about she didn't like the fact other girls where here and she didn't trust him. He has a big thing about trust so that's it! Perfect timing for you " he chuckles

"How the fuck do I have that conversation..."

I had been to a clinic and found out that I was infact pregnant however the date of conceiving was around the night of Diddys party. Great.

A couple of days later and I still didn't think it was time to have the conversation. The media had gone mental over their break up. Alot of fans blaming me. So I was keeping my distance.

I was going into the venue for soundcheck when by the barriers there where fans shouting me over. I headed over took some photos and signed some t-shirts. Out of nowhere one of the girls pulled me over the barrier. I saw Jay start to run over but it was too late. A group of Post Malone fans where pushing me around and pushing me on to the floor I was trying to get up as one of the girls kicked me full force in the ribs. I fell forward I tried to stop myself and heard a crack in my forearm as I fell straight on my front. One last kick to my stomach and Jay scooped me up and the girls got grabbed by security. I couldn't think straight I was in so much pain. "Jay please help me I'm pregnant" I sobbed into his shoulder. His face fell in shock. And he rushed me to a car

I had 2 cracked ribs and a broken arm. And I had lost the baby. Jay was so good with me he didn't leave my side and he comforted me while I cried. He didn't ask any questions just let me cry.

I was discharged the next morning and he carried me everywhere. He wouldn't leave me. I felt safe with him next to me. I got back to the bus and he put me in Toasty's bed. He'd give it up for me while I healed. The thought of him in my little bunk made me chuckle. He said it was cosy. Lottie and Adam came in "A?" Is all she needed to say and I shook my head and started to sob. They came up on either side of me and just held me. All three of us crying and jay stood at the door with tears rolling down his face.

Austin still had no idea