HI.! So this is the first part to my new story. its super short but just to introduce it. Hope you all like it. Enjoy :)
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Standing there wrapped in Liam's arms harry and Louis on either side hands held mine. My eyes red and puffy fresh tears slid down my face. Most people were staring at the coffin lying on the ground in front of us but me? i was staring at the 6feet whole in the ground. That's where she will be in a matter of seconds and i couldn't let out the loud sob escaping my lips. I watched as they lowered my mum into the ground Liam had to hold me back from jumping in with her. It was dark before i was dragged home.
I didn't recover fast and neither did my step dad he decided that drinking away the pain was the best answer. I put up with it thinking eventually it would stop that once he was better everything else would get better to. But he never stopped and everything got worse. He turned into this angry controlling person he told me if i didn't tell my friends to stay away they would receive the pain i did and i knew at once he meant he would hurt them so i did. It was hard to push them away and at first they fought with me but eventually they got tired of fighting and strayed away. It hurt that they didn't keep fighting for me but its what needed to be done.
Soon his evil words and shoves turned into threats and punching, kicking and slapping. But i knew i deserved it.
"YOUR A WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT!" SMACK
"IT'S YOUR FAULT SHE IS GONE.! IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN YOU NOT HER" PUNCH PUNCH
"YOUR NOTHING TO ME.! YOU WILL NEVER AMOUNT TO ANYTHING.!" KICK KICK KICK.
"WHO WOULD EVER WANT YOU? YOUR NOTHING BUT A STUPID FAGGOT.!" SPIT. KICK
"GET OUT! I DON'T WANT YOU HERE GET OUT YOU FUCKING FAGGOT. DON'T COME BACK.!" THROWS ME OUT THE DOOR.
I sat there in front of the house for hours pleading through the door for him to let me back in. I'm surprised nobody has came to check on me or called the police i was being loud. Doesn't he care what people will think? Doesn't he care about me? He didn't and once everything got silent and all the lights were out in the house i knew it was hopeless i would have to be on my own. I climbed up the tree in front of my window sliding through the window being as quiet as i could if i woke him now i know i would be dead. I grabbed a big bag stuffing everything i could. I grabbed my guitar and my clover coin that i usually wear around my neck my moms last gift to me jumping back down from the tree walking down the street not even a second glance back to my home. I have nowhere to go, no money, nothing but i knew i could manage i always do.
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So how was it? Its just the beginning so be easy :). Comment vote or fan if you would like. I always love to hear what people think good or bad. Also i dedicate each chapter to somebody new each time sorry for any mistakes and as always thanks for reading if you are it means the world to me.
Should i go on?
