I am dedicating this chapter to Yorkielover, Thanks for the comment babe :). Ill keep dedicating to you lovely people. :)
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I liked writing this chapter. Enjoy!
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(NIALL'S POV)
"Your uh Niall right?"I wanted to say no i wanted to run away something was screaming for me to leave another was screaming for me to stay it could be the hold his chocolate brown eyes have on me. They were holding me in place threatening me with silent words.
"Yeah."I just nodded my eyes never leaving his.
"We go to the same school"
"Yeah I know. Your Zayn right?"he nodded.
"One of those night eh? Just need to get away."
"Ha more like one of those years."
After that he looked away staring into the water i did the same. I wonder if he noticed me before. Did he see me cry? Do I look the same to him as i do myself? I could feel some kind of tension in the air but i didn't understand. I wanted to walk away i wanted to be alone yet i stood there in the same place scared to move. I wanted to know why he was here but i kept my mouth closed. I tried to act human around him but i can feel the numbness trying to fight through. Would he notice if i got quiet, not moving, not seeing or hearing anything he says? Would he notice I'm barely breathing that I'm on the edge? I was ready to give up and give in until i heard him sigh. My eyes made there way back to his.
"You going somewhere?"His eyes traveled from mine to my bag and guitar. I could just ignore him eventually he would go away. But i knew he would question me on a different day I could take him talking to me here but in school? where everybody ignores me? Where i don't exist? I couldn't take it then. So i answered him without a real answer.
"That any of your business?"He only shrugged.
"Are you running away?"
"I don't run from problems zayn I deal with them."A smirk played on his face. I don't know why i said it really, it just came out that way.
"So then you have a problem?"
"No."
"But you just said..."I had to cut him off i had to leave. For some reason he caught on to things even if he was wrong. He knows something going on. I'm glad he human i can count on that tomorrow when he wakes up ill be the farthest away from his thoughts. He probably will never remember seeing me here. He will forget about the way i look and the way I'm dressed he will forget about the tears i know he seen He will forget it all and i can go back to being worry free.
"Look I don't have time for this, Ill see you around"I grabbed all my stuff and walked away. I guess i would be sleeping in the laundromat tonight or maybe a few days. Better to be safe then sorry. If he found out i was homeless it would kill me.
(ZAYN'S POV)
I watched as he walked away everything in his hand. I probably shouldn't have questioned him I'm not really sure why i did. I noticed for awhile when things were quiet he came back to life. He was moving and thinking the emotions played on his face. I don't understand why someone like him would have to deal with so much pain? I wanted to follow him to see where he was going to see if he would be okay but I'm already late. I knew i was in more trouble now then i was before but i couldn't let myself leave. The thought crossed my mind but only one answer appeared If you leave now he wont be here no more. I'm not sure if he was running away but i do know he has no friends. He did the same thing i did but only worse. I had one friend before i pushed him away. Niall had the whole school as friends before he changed. If he not in school tomorrow ill know for sure. I looked back at the water once more before turning away. I walked home slowly enjoying the air. I am already late so why rush back to the beating i know is about to come. When i finally did get home i was surprised. He wasn't waiting for me like he normally does instead i seen my mom.
