So 4 days later, 30th of December, still arguing with my boyfriend. I was trying so hard to put all our pieces back together the way you were showing me how.
You see, I was afraid of losing him. After all those hard times and still didn't want to lose someone who hurt me. And you understood that. I was completely understandable by you and not him. By a stranger and not someone I thought he knew me.
He was blaming me for everything and put me in a position to chose if the relationship would have been keep going or not. He said: "It's up to you".
I was talking with you trying to feel better, trying to escape from my problems all those days . You helped me with that, you surely did it. With your jokes, with your advice, with your everything. I could feel that you cared for me.
We swapped Facebook profiles so we both could have an image for the personality we were talking to. And then I saw you. My beautiful stranger who wasn't just a stranger anymore.
I didn't know what to do.
You invited me for a coffee. I denied and told you that it's too soon. I would have been feeling guilty too. Being with another guy and hanging out with a stranger. My guilts had started to appear.
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I forgot about what day was it. I didn't even had in my head that New Year's Eve was so close. One day away. I was there for a week crying my soul out for him, letting my guards down. I destroyed my holidays because of him, hadn't had a rest at all.
I'm just hoping I didn't destroyed yours too.
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Me and You
Lãng mạnThinking of you. I don't know if you feel the same. I just want to write down what happened between us. Not a story with fantastic characters. Me and you, this is our (or mine?) story.
