Me and You

Talked

So five days passed.

We were talking every day from evening to after midnight, about everything. I was making sure every time we talked to remind you how I feel about you.

When I made sure that you got it, I started to slow things down. You know, you don't have to rush anything. 

Especially love. Because love is a process.

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I brought up the conversation about going for a coffee. I really wanted to meet you in person. You said we can go for a coffee whenever I could due to the fact I had school. But you had also your work so the only time we could have gone is after 9 pm.

It was kinda late, you know for a school girl to go out at that time. And with a little strict parents too.  But we said we were gonna arrange to hang out on a Friday or a weekend.

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Just few days and you had no idea how important you were to me. I'll say it again, you weren't my way out, you weren't my back up plan. I didn't text you because I knew that you were there, that you were gonna answer.

I hope you didn't think that.

I didn't even have in my mind that we would have started talking again. 

I just texted you that day to let you know my feelings about you. But I had no idea how to explain it right to you. So, I was just telling you everything I was thinking. I may looked like a crazy to you, but I was telling you the truth. 

You might have asked me about what I was thinking at that moment and my answer would automatically be "you". No hesitations, no retreats. No need to hold on, I wanted you to know. I am not sure but this may scared you. 

Forgive me if I fall for you too hard; I tend to hold onto the things and the people who feel like home. 

And trust me, you felt more than a home to me.