Me and You

Wrong choice

I woke up the next day having you in my mind. Not even my boyfriend but you. I was wondering, how did a stranger achieved to be on my mind 24/7?

It was getting wild thinking about you all the time. But since I decided to be back with my boyfriend, I knew somehow I should have ended it with you. 

I knew that I shouldn't even had started it. I am not trying to find excuses but I was broken. I needed someone to talk and communicate. 

You were the perfect match.

[...]

I was getting ready to go for a coffee with my family at noon and you texted me asking me if you can make a personal quenstion. I said "Of course, tell me". 

You asked me why I still had my profile picture with him. I didn't know what to answer. I told you that I kept it because we were still trying, no hasty moves as you said.

I think you didn't like my answer. 

Anyway I felt that it was time to let you go. I didn't want to but I thought it was better than having you around and not finding the courage to tell you that we were back together, me and my boyfriend.

You deserved more than this. That's why I needed to leave you. I needed to set you free from my fetters, to not give hopes for something I couldn't confront.  

And I owed to try correcting my relationship in the name of love I had for him. I had to fix it. 

Again. 

[...]

Later in the afternoon, I sent you this message: "I'm going to sleep and I'll text you later." 

I went to sleep, yes. Did I text you back later?

No.