As time passed the video was not even remembered at school, but in my mind the concerns were still the same. I feel like I'm not ready to have sex yet, but knowing that Peter used to have sex with Gen makes me nervous. Margot realizes I'm distracted and snaps her fingers in front of my face.
- Lara Jean? Are you there?
- Hi, I am - I say, coming out of my thoughts - Margot, how was your first time?
Margot swallows dry. We used to talk about it, but now that she's had sex it's different
- It was as I expected, why? Peter isn't putting pressure on you, is he?
- Not at all. But he used to have sex with Genevive, and I think he expects me to have sex with him too, but I don't know if I'm ready.
- Well, my first time was normal. It hurt a little, it didn't bleed and it was very quick. I didn't like it very much, but over time it gets better. The problem is that I was nervous and Josh was too, we should have gone step by step.
- What do you mean, step by step?
- You don't have to go straight to sex, you know what I mean? If we had done more before, without skipping any stages, I believe we would both be safer.
- Oh yeah - I keep Margot's words as a tip - But do you like it now?
- I like it - she replies, embarrassed - The first few times it is not so good, but after you relax everything get better. It is difficult to like right away, especially if the two of you are inexperienced.
If there's one thing I know, it's that Peter is very experienced, even more than I would like him to be. On the other hand this is good, he can guide me. I may even have an orgasm in my first time.
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To All The Boys I've Loved Before - Lara Jean's First Time
RomanceThis "For All the Boys I've Loved Before" & "For All the Boys: PS. Still Love You" fanficton is focused on the sexual experiences of Peter and Lara Jean. The story is told by Lara Jean Covey, who tells in a romantic way how everything happened so...
