To All The Boys I've Loved Before - Lara Jean's First Time

"I'm ready"

I fall asleep in Peter's room that night, but unlike him I wake up early and get ready to leave before his mom wakes up. I take the car and stop at the school parking lot, and half an hour later people start to arrive. When I go to my locker, I find Peter waiting for me:

- Tell me it wasn't a dream. - he says, and it makes my cheeks burn.

- Don't talk about it here!

- Nobody knows what I'm talking about LJ.

- Okay, it wasn't a dream. But don't expect that to happen again, I don't know what happened to me yesterday.

- Well I know what happened to me ... - I'm ashamed, I'm not the type that invades her boyfriend's house in the middle of the night.

The bell rings and each one goes to one side, in Biology class I sit next to Chris. I tell her what I did and she claps and screams.

- Now yes Covey! I didn't know you were like that! - she tickles me.

- Neither did I - I say, pointing to the blackboard so that she stops talking. Will Peter also tell his friends?

At lunch, I find out the answer, because when I sit down at the table all the boys giggle and Peter looks at them with alarm. I pretend not to notice, and I'm not mad: if I can tell my firends he can do it too, the problem is that Chris is a little more discreet.

When we're leaving, Peter offers me a ride and I refuse because I can't leave the car in the parking lot. When dinner time approaches, Peter calls me and we make arrangements to go out to the cafeteria. Then we go with his car to an empty parking lot to date for a while.

- Peter - I say, interrupting the kisses - How was your first time with Gen?

- I don't feel like talking to you about having sex with gen, Covey.

- But I want to know - I pass my index finger over your chest - You know I'm curious.

Peter realizes that I will continue to insist and decides to speak soon.

- It was strange - he says, and I'm surprised - We were very young and we had never done anything yet.

- Okay - I say - But then you did the other things, right?

- Not much, we didn't have that habit. - he ends the conversation and returns to kiss me.

When he parks in front of my house I say:

- I think I'm ready. - i say.

- What do you mean?

- Ready for "that".

- Ah - he can't contain his smile - How do you know?

- Before, the idea of ​​having sex scared me more than it made me curious. Now it's the opposite, so I think I'm ready.

- Good LJ. Thank you for saying that right when I drop you off at your house, you are really provocative.

- Goodbye Peter - I say as I get out of the car.

I like the feeling of being provocative, I really do.