I Became Queen

Chapter 36

Ryan's POV

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8 years ago

"Ryan hurry up, Alpha is waiting for us!"Caleb yelled from downstairs.
"I'm coming now, just give me a minute!" I yell back getting annoyed with is attitude. He is supposed to respect me, he thinks that just because he is my brother and the gamma, he doesn't have too. We are currently staying in one of the spare houses on the territory because we cannot claim the beta or gamma's house until we find our mate. The only problem withthat is that I've already found my mate but she died 1 week after i found her. No-one in my pack know i found my, well except for my brother and the Luna. I didnt want anyone to know until we completed the mating ritual but i had to tell my brother and she had to tell her sister.

The Luna had been part of our pack for just more the 11 years when i meet Tia, she was absolutely beautiful. Although she hadn't come to visit her sister many times within those years, i wasnt here when she came. I was alway in another packs territory looking for my mate, i know ironic right, but i still found her in the end. One day she was walking with her sister along the boundaries of our territory when rouges attacked. She tried to fight the rouges off to give her sister and future Luna a chance to get back to the pack house safely, and she did (the Luna not her sister). When the Alpha sent pack warriors to go and help her all they found was her dead body. They held a memorial for, the whole pack attended, everyone kept on giving the Luna their condolences. Just as the Alpha and Luna were leaving she turned to me and said she was sorry for my loss, i just nodded as a response even though i was shocked at what she did, the Alpha just looked at us confused but kept quiet.

A few months past and everything started going back to normal, the only noticeable difference to the pack was the fact that their Alpha started going to the meetings instead of the beta. About 3 weeks after her death he wanted to send me to this meeting, he said it would be a good opportunity for me to find my mate, but i told him that i didn't want to go because i didn't want a mate. He left it at that and didnt even argue his only condition was that i had to look after his family and take charge of the pack whenever he left, so i agreed.

Whenever he would leave I had to stay in his house, at first it was fine but after a while I started getting drunk because I couldnt handle the pain of being mateless. Everyday i had to look at the Luna, i had to work with her. After a while it started getting to me because the Luna and her sister looked so similar that it just reminded me of her sister, my dead mate. Why wouldn't they look similar they were twins after all.

When i got drunk i would start hitting her because she just kept on reminding me of my mate. I wanted her to fight back but she didn't, she just allowed me to mentally and physically abuse her and she allowed me to rape her. I knew that when the Alpha got back she told him what i did but he never belived her, he always told her that we had been friends for years and that i would never do anything like that. This continued until one day i was trying to take my anger out on her but she only made me more angry but don't defending herself, i started making my way to her daughters but she got in my way so i punched her with as much power as i could and she fell to the floor. Before i could see what happened her oldest daughter started punching me, she even clawed at my right eye. But that night she was radiating a lot of power, more then an Alpha's child should. Her power made my wolf cower back from her, after that night i never laid a hand on anyone in that family.

But i knew one thing and that was that i was going to make her my mate, she was going to my second chance. Most of all, i was going ro possess that power even if i had to kill her.