Kurt's Secret

Chapter 12

"I could just go with my mom up there!"

When the weekend came, it was cuddles until Sunday. Nobody stated the obvious, which was that Kurt usually left that day to do unexplainable things. But it wouldn't be what you think. Regardless, Blaine wasn't going to let him go unless he was coming too.

Blaine had kissed Kurt on the cheek that morning, just like he did every other morning since that horrible day. It always seemed to calm Kurt even after certain dreams he didn't think he could talk about. Sunday was the answer to almost all of his problems. The core of pain, but Blaine didn't know that yet.

While Blaine did want to question a certain quote Kurt had said, he knew it was a touchy subject. He wasn't sure if he wanted his boyfriend to cry yet again. Though if he was being honest, Kurt just needed to let it all out. His feelings were keeping him from being himself, and Blaine couldn't stand it.

He'd heard Kurt sing in the shower last week, but Kurt didn't like his voice. He kept saying he sounded like a girl, or some other offensive insult. In fact, Kurt had a lower self-esteem than anyone Blaine had ever met! Of course, that also meant that constantly voicing his thoughts about Kurt's desirable hair or beautiful porcelain skin wouldn't be a problem.

"I'm sorry, I have to go." Kurt finally snapped.

He sat up on his bed and looked into Blaine's eyes. "I have to..."

"Kurt, no. I-I don't want you to hurt yourself..." Blaine whispers.

"I'm not! I swear... it's just... I need to go do this thing..."

"Let me come with you."

"I don't think that's a good idea..."

"Why not?"

Kurt closed his eyes knowing there was no way out of this situation. He eventually agreed to let Blaine come with him as long as he stayed in the car and that they both had their phones on.

When Kurt left the car, he had to stop for a second. He looked down and then back at Blaine with a sad smile.

This almost scared Blaine making his eyes follow Kurt until he turned the corner. It had been 10 minutes. What the hell was Kurt doing?! Blaine tried to calm himself.

"He's fine! He's okay... He's not gonna hurt himself. He knows that I love him and I don't ever want anything to-"

He was out the door in 0.2 seconds.

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When he turned the corner just as Kurt had, he was shocked to find a cemetery. At first, he had literally no idea what Kurt would want to be doing there. It didn't take long to find him crouched beside a grave and seemingly talking to it.

Okay I was going to make this chapter longer but I really needed to update. My brain just has to press "publish" so here you go. Most of you probably know where this is going but the next chapter should be interesting. Anyways, sorry this is so short. I luv you guys❤️ Happy Easter 🐇🐣