Okay, time to go. In the kitchen, money was waiting for me on the table, apparently I didn’t have time to make dinner, okay. She threw on her coat again and ran onto the bus. I got on the bus, but there were too many people there, I went on and saw an empty seat. But there was some kind of de
vushka. I think this is better than standing. So I sat down with her. There was an awkward silence between us. But then she spoke to me.Hey hello! - said this girl.
“Hello ..” I replied.
- My name is Ashley, glad to meet you, you are probably the new one?
- Shura, mutually, in what sense is "the same"?
“The whole school is already talking about you, but it’s saying that it’s better not to communicate with you.” said Ashley.
- Mm, cool, but today I wanted to like them. - I answered.
“It's not too late to do it!” “I think you're not what they say, so I believe in you!” Ash said loudly.Thank you very much, it makes me happy.” I said with great joy.
So we drove to the school. We went out and went to school together. This can be a talk at all. She had to go on the catwalk. And we went to school. After those were. My mission is accomplished.We said goodbye to Ashley, as she was from grade 11. Now I needed to apologize to Mark. I went into class, but everyone looked at me with disgust. How I did not care about them. I saw Mark sitting at his desk, I went to him and said.
“Hi Mark, forgive me for yesterday.” I said.
“Come on, I'm not offended.” He answered with a slight smile.
“Fool!” I shouted.
“I love you too,” Mark said in a whisper.
“What did you say?” I asked without hearing.“Nothing, just repeating homework.” Mark answered.
“Okay, as you say.” I answered.
Today passed usually like yesterday. But today I had to go to the dining room, otherwise I would die of hunger here. In the dining room, I saw Ashley, and with dinner I sat down to her. She was glad for my appearance. A few more people were sitting at our table. Without asking me, she began to introduce me to them. So I made new friends: Herman, Vanya and Lara. We had lunch and went to classes; we did not see each other for the day. This time I didn’t miss the bus home; Mark rode with me. He really followed me.It was both cute and scary at the same time. I left at my stop, fortunately he did not follow me.
And the evening passed just like yesterday. Mom again asked how I was doing and whether peers accepted me normally. But I just ignored her. Ask why and why am I doing this? Let me tell you everything from the very beginning. About 5 years ago we had a wonderful family, an example to follow. And I had a dad, I loved him very much, and he loved me very much.But something didn’t go according to plan and my mother got herself a new “boyfriend”, of course I didn’t find out about this right away, but only after a long period of time. And when my father found out about this, he simply fell into despair, he did not know what to do and what to do. When he decided to talk about it with his mother, she told him everything, and also said that they were getting divorced, I had no choice with whom to stay. Mom’s boyfriend has too many connections in the city. So I stayed with my mother, dad tried his best to take himself away, but could not, I do not blame him for this.So the weekend has come, but I don’t know what to do. Now it was only ten in the morning, I was lying on the bed and looking at the ceiling, thinking about what I could do today. Two hours later, I did everything I wanted to do, I had no more ideas.
And then Ashley calls.
- Hey hello! I am calling you to a great party tonight, I do not accept rejection. I’ll come for you myself, just drop the address. ”Ash said.
- Even I didn’t think of refusing, to throw the address into your contacts. I'll wait. ”I answered.
“That's it!” Ash said joyfully.Honestly, I did not know what to wear and how to make my face. I didn’t have it yet, so I had to get ready for all 100. In general, I got dressed, I won’t say how, imagine some kind of outfit myself (this is so as not to disappoint you). After I got dressed, I waited for Ashley to come, maybe she’d do something
barks with my face.
It was already 7 o’clock, during which time I also managed to sleep. No news came from Ashley during this time. Suddenly the doorbell rang, I just ran to open the bullet. On the threshold stood my long-awaited Ashley.
- Hello again, beginning at 20:00, so we have time! - said Ash.“Why aren't you ready yet?” Ash asked indignantly.
“I don’t know how to paint, what do you want from a person who has never painted?” Shura said in response.
“Well then, another question, let's go make you the princess of the ball,” Ash said.
“I am all at your disposal,” I answered.
She painted me, it seems about 10 hours, but when I looked at the time I saw that only 35 minutes had passed. She painted, but it seems that I plowed at the factory. By her appearance, it was not noticeable that she was tired, probably because she was already accustomed to this, and for her it was normal. A taxi came for us, that I was going somewhere, I did not say anything to my mother. I don’t need excitement, and it is unlikely that she would be worried, she has so many worries besides me.We drove for about 15 minutes, throughout all this time I was very worried and talked about it Ash. He reassured me. All the same, I decided to pull myself together, because she would once get tired of comforting me. I pretended that everything is fine, because the excitement did not go anywhere .. We drove up to a two-story house. It seems like he is just torturing with bright lights, but he seems to be gloomy. I even liked it. Going inside I no longer thought that he was gloomy, probably the look was made so that local thieves thought that there was nothing valuable in him, and bypassed him. And that, cunningly. The atmosphere was, in principle, not bad, and the music is tolerant, you can listen. I had no plans to get drunk, but Ashley had the exact opposite ..After 5 minutes, she was already eating on her feet, and in her hands was martini and wine. Not bad, I thought. I hung on the couch and watched everyone. It was interesting how people behaved intoxicated. someone immediately turned off, someone just fell, and hardly got up, in general, a regular teenage party. Suddenly, my beloved friend, Mark, approached me.
- And who is it here with us !! - Mark told me intoxicated in the trash.
“Drink less,” I answered.
- As I want! he staggered.
“Okay, just make up excuses for your mom yourself.” I replied sharply.
“Do not crawl over to me!” He said, leaving.Well, I'm glad that he left, all the air around me ruined. How alcohol affects them .. And so there are almost no brains, and if you drink it, this "almost no" will begin to rot. It's not for me to judge them of course, but I think I'm telling the truth. The so-called "party" was already in full swing. I went outside because I wanted to breathe normally. I’ll have a smoke. Yes. I smoke, what did you think? Now is the time that not only will want to smoke. I will not philosophize, the brain is not ready for this, and the mood was not right. When I returned Ash was already lying on the floor, however, this was expected.I didn’t talk to anyone that evening, for myself I rested for a long time. For a year ahead, for sure. Apparently I was the only sober one, I asked people who were still alive to help get Ash to the taxi. I didn’t know her address, so I had to leave her at my place, I wrote to her mom that Ash was spending the night at one of her classmates. Strange, but she believed in such a stupid excuse, and even calmly reacted to it. Apparently such "nights" were often. Realizing that my mother was at home, and probably was asleep, I had to sneak into the house like a mouse. But in this I already had experience, no, I never went to parties, I just had to somehow run away from home.I laid Ashley on the sofa in the living room, but I won’t drag her to the top, I didn’t have enough to kill a man. I will sleep today on the floor, because climbing to the top was risky. At night I could not sleep, I was immersed in vague thoughts about life. On the one hand, I wanted to change it, but on the other hand, I would no longer be able to defend myself. After all, people will not perceive me correctly. Yes, the opinions of others strongly influence me. After two hours of thought, I was still able to sleep. I woke up early, there were 6 more. I heard my mother coming down, she didn’t tell me anything.
