Little Miss Perfect Imperfects Life [Discontinued until further notice]

Chapter 9- Drastic Decisions

I know it took me AGES to upload this and I'm sorry -_____-

I hope you like it if you don't then.... Mehh

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As soon as I got home I went into my room, ignoring the calls of my mother. Sighing I lay on my bed and stared up at the white ceiling , my thoughts drifted to what Blake said today.

'I Miss You'

What did he mean he misses me? Did he miss us or just miss my body and the popularity? How could someone just get over one person and go to the next (meaning the new girl Ella)

They called me the bitch and the ice queen of the school but even I'd never do what Blake did. I'd never sleep with half of the schools population, I'd never begged for attention. Blake has slept with nearly all the girls in our grade/year.

I closed my eyes. Shall I give Blake one more chance or not? I shook my head why was I even thinking about giving him another chance.

In a way I miss him way more than I should but why? Why did I miss Blake, it was a game to him, it was even a game to me so... Why?

There was a loud crash disturbing me from my thought's. I heard raised voices, It sounded like my mum and Greg arguing. Again.

Rolling out of my comfortable position on my bed. I walked quickly but quietly down the two flights of stairs and into the living room, there were smashed plates scattered all over the floor and a suitcase by the door. I stood there silently, hoping they hadn't noticed me yet.

''Where were you last night?'' My mother's screamed as him.

''I told you! I had to sort out some business.'' He sighed angrily dragging his hand down his face.

''You said that the last time you didn't come home'' She stated loudly "I can't believe you!" She yelled, which earned her a slap on the face.

Greg grabbed hold of her collar pulling my mother dangerously close to him, so his face was almost touching hers.''Don't you EVER yell at me like that again.'' He grit his teeth at her. I looked over to see my mother trembling in fear, I couldn't help but feel for her.

She looked like she was about to burst into tears. ''I get it.'' She whispered. ''Your cheating on me aren't you?.'' Her voice was vulnerable, I had never heard her so heartbroken.

''So what if i am?'' He smirked letting go of her, making her drop to the floor

My mother burst into a fit of sob's and Greg just simply walked away without a second glance...

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"Mum?". I asked softly "Mum, its alright. It will be alright" I crouched down next to her

"N-no i-it -wont." She hiccuped not bothering to look at me.

"It will-"

"No it won't" she yelled "its your fault."

"W-what?" I stuttered wide eyed

" Its your fault" she stated clearly.

"B-but..."

"Its all your fault!" She yelled pushing me away and standing up. "If you weren't here maybe we would be happy! Maybe we could live like a normal family with no problems! But because of YOU we can't do that! We can't be happy" she screamed at me as tears ran down her face, she wiped them away angrily. "I should have got rid of you when I had the chance."

I stayed in my position frozen, swallowing the lump that was forming in my throat. "Y-you don't mean that"

She looked away "Oh, I mean it. I never wanted you, its Harry's fault your here! I was going to abort you but Harry changed my mind, he said we could be happy and start a family" she chuckled with no humour in her tone. " I guess he was wrong"