Killing Me Softly "Jacob Jake Fuentez version" [LMBFBF FANFIC]

Killing Me Softly

waaaah sissy hoho nagawa ako ng fanfic para kay Jacob haha i know panget haha yae na naalala ko lang kasi yung Killing Me Softly na dapat dun kay girlalu na feeler eh ahaha tapos biglang pumasok sa isip ko yung UD mo nung isang araw haha eh naiyak ako para kay jacob kaya trinay ko hoho ^O^ kahit trying hard lang ahaha 

 ♪♫♪.¸¸.♪♫♪♪♫♪.¸¸.♪♫♪ Jacob's POV/Feeling ♪♫♪.¸¸.♪♫♪♪♫♪.¸¸.♪♫♪

[NOW PLAYING" heartbreak by six part invention]

♪♫♪I looked in to your eyes

I feel the pain inside

I told you I was gonna stay forever

But things wont work out right

It's time I have to go

Oh babe it's gone but pls you got to let me go♪♫♪

No matter how hard I try, no matter how I give my best to make her happy I ended up being broken.

They don’t know how much it kills me inside whenever I see her get hurt. It just makes me curse to death seeing her so ruined, hopeless, wasted, depressed, lonely, miserable and broken. That was a big time pain for me yeah it was unbearable pain seeing her eyes full of hurt and pain. My hurts got crush into millions ….. no a BILLIONS of pieces. It hurts a lot whenever she feels that way.

♪♫♪I wont blame you if you turn and walk away

The broken dreams and promises we made

And when I leave you pls don't ever look my way

You see me crying over you♪♫♪

I gave all my best to make her feel loved, I comforted her at least in this simple way she feels that there is someone who will always there for her to lean and cry on, my shoulder if she feels like crying I will easily offer it to her, my hands to wipe those precious tears continuous running on her beautiful face, an embrace to secure her, to protect her from deep pain, and my heart to love her eternally

♪♫♪Heartbreak, you give me a heartbreak

I got to let you know that babe I love you so

For heartbreak, you give me a heartbreak

It hard letting go, you gonna let me go

We gonna leave it all behind♪♫♪

But even if I did my best it’s not still enough for her to love me back, to love me as whom I am. Why not choose me instead of them? They just giving her full of pain they’re taking her for granted. Why not me I’m better among them? If she chooses me I promise not to hurt her like the way they did to her. Why can’t she see me the other way around? She’s too much blind to see my worth i hate it. I hate it because I let myself fall for you deeper.  

♪♫♪ You touched me deep inside

With you I came alive

I never thought I'd live a day without you

And then you came along

I found out that I was wrong

Oh babe it's hard but pls you got to let me go♪♫♪

That moment when she kissed Jayden my heart wants to explode instantly, I can’t explain the feeling I have felt when I saw that scene it’s F*c*ing hurt like hell hindi ko alam kung pano takasan ang bangungot na yun, para akong isang kandila na unti-unting nauupos. Gustong gusto kong suntukin si Jayden pero hindi ko magawa nanatili lang akong nakatayo sa kinalalagyan ko hindi ko magalaw ang katawan ko para gawin ang sinisigaw ng puso ko. Gusto kong magwala, isigaw lahat ng hinanakit ko, lahat ng sakit unti-unting naipon sa puso ko habang nakatingin sakanilang dalawa para akong tuod habang sinasaksihan ang eksenang halos pumatay sa buong pagkatao ko. Kulang pa ba lahat ng sakripisyong ginawa ko lahat ng binigay kong effort nawalan ng saysay sa isang iglap lang bakit ganun ang unfair naman masyado. Masyado ba akong nag-expect para mahalin nya din ako? Ganon ba ako kahirap mahalin para baliwalain na lang ng ganon kabilis?

♪♫♪ I wont blame you if you turn and walk away

The broken dreams and promises we made

And when I leave you pls don't ever look my way

Cuz you see me crying over you

Heartbreak, you give me a heartbreak

I got to let you know that babe I love you so

For heartbreak, you give me a heartbreak

It hard letting go, you gonna let me go

We gonna leave it all behind♪♫♪

Bakit sa isang iglap bigla na lang syang nagbago, I expect her to change for better and not for worse. Akala ko sapat na para sakanya ang malaman na kahit papano may nagmamahal pa rin sakanya sa kabila ng lahat pero akala lang pala ang lahat. Masakit makitang ng dahil sa mga walang kwentang katulad nila nagkandaletse-letse ang buhay ng taong higit na pinapahalagahan ko kesa sa sarili ko. Ang sakit sakit na eh I know crying is not a guy thing anong magagawa ko yun lang yung way to at least unwind my heart from being torn and broke.

♪♫♪ Heartbreak, you give me a heartbreak

I got to let you know that babe I love you so.

For heartbreak, you give me a heartbreak

I got to let you know that babe I love you so.

For heartbreak, you give me a heartbreak

I got to let you know that babe I love you so.

For heartbreak, you give me a heartbreak

I got to let you know that babe I love you so

For heartbreak, you give me a heartbreak

It hard letting go, you gonna let me go

We gonna leave it all behind♪♫♪

Ganito ba talaga kahirap mahalin ang isang Yassie Ysabelle Dela Merced?

Cause loving her is killing me softly /*wrist