The Bet (SF9 DaBin) ~ Book 1

40 ~ End of Book 1 {M} ✔️

"Do you want to watch another movie?" Sanghyuk asked as he nuzzled his head closer to Youngbin's ear, his legs wrapped around his waist as the older was leaning against his chest.
"You can decide" the older mumbled, smiling when he felt him softly kissing his neck. He knew it wasn't anything sexual, it was a habit of Sanghyuk whenever they were alone. Sanghyuk was very clingy when it was only the two of them, it pleasantly surprised Youngbin at first but he came to love this habit.
"Do you want to go to sleep?" Sanghyuk muttered against his neck, his arms tightening over his torso.
"You want to sleep?" Youngbin chuckled, tilting his head a bit to catch a glimpse of his boyfriend.
"No I want to cuddle with you, kiss a little and make sure to never let go of you."
"Doesn't sound bad" the older agreed, taking the remote to turn off the TV. Smiling he turned around a little so he was clearly seeing the younger, his hand gently caressing his cheek.
"Sanghyuk-ah I love you, I want to prove it to you" the older whispered while leaning in closer, a sparkle visible in his eyes before he closed them, kissing his lover gently.
"Don't prove me anything, I know how you feel about me" Sanghyuk whispered against his lips, placing a few pecks there before pulling away a bit to look at him. Sanghyuk could never get enough from looking at his lover, he loved his slightly uneven eyelids, the way his lips curved up into a small smile and the way his cheeks turned one shade darker every time he studied his face. He was completely mesmerized by his boyfriend, he couldn't understand how his ex could treat him like that, he did deserve everything good the world had to offer.
"Let me rephrase that. I want to show you how much I truly love you, Lee Sanghyuk. I want to show you that I love you with all of my heart, my mind, my body and my soul. I want to feel you closer, want to be yours only and want to feel your love."
"I'm completely yours, Youngbin-ah. I love you so much" the younger murmured, his hand moving onto the older's side holding onto him. The room was dimly lit but he still could see him perfectly, his brown eyes reminding him of liquid chocolate as he found himself getting lost in them again.
"You make me the happiest person on this earth. Please never change" Youngbin muttered, only wanting to make good memories from now on.
"I'll do my best but I can promise you one thing. I could never, ever hurt you. I'd rather die than hurting you."
"You talk too much Sanghyuk" the older chuckled, turning completely around and straddling him.
"How about I'll just watch then?" he suggested, not being able to hold himself back from peppering pecks all over his face.
"Stay still" Youngbin chuckled, softly pushing him away a bit.
"Lee Sanghyuk I want you to know that I consent to everything that will happen this evening, no matter if it's cuddling, kissing or any sexual activities. What about you?"
"You're so damn perfect Youngbin-ah. I want the whole world to know how proud I am to have you as my boyfriend. I consent to everything, you can do whatever you want today. I'm all yours" the younger spoke, feeling teary-eyed as the older looked at him with so much love.
"Don't cry baby" Youngbin whispered, gently running his thumb under his eye, not wanting to see him cry.
"They are happy tears. I can't tell you how happy you make me."
"I just give back everything you make me feel. You're incredible Sanghyuk, thank you for loving me" slowly he leaned in, stopping when he felt the youngers breath against his lips, savoring the moment. It was only a short moment before he closed the gap between them, their lips creating a slow and steady rhythm as Youngbin's hands moved from Sanghyuk's neck to his shoulder steadying himself. He could only hear their breathing, feel how close Sanghyuk held him and the cologne he loved so much on the younger. To him it was perfect, just the two of them together without anyone interrupting their privacy. Contently he pulled away, kissing along the older's jawline as he inhaled deeply, nuzzling his nose into the crook of his neck.
"I love this cologne so much on you" he whispered, emphasizing his point by kissing the exact spot he wore it.
"It's my favorite."
Smiling the older sat up again, leisurely taking off his sweater. He still had moments when he felt insecure but seeing Sanghyuk's small smile and his hands moving almost immediately to hold onto him made his worries quickly fade.
"You're so beautiful" Sanghyuk cooed, his finger tracing over every letter inked into his side.
Sanghyuk's heart was beating so much faster in this moment, he felt truly happy as he saw how much trust Youngbin had in him. He knew that this was where he belonged and where he wanted to spend the rest of his life, being by Youngbin's side. He took a deep breath, regaining all of his senses to feel his boyfriend playing with the hair on his nape. He closed his eyes and inhaled, both scents of their colognes mixing together perfectly as he leaned in to kiss him again. He heard it clearly, not only his breathing getting heavier as he repositioned them. He was gently, almost as if Youngbin was a porcelain doll threatening to break any second, taking his time as he laid him down onto his bed.
"Take it off, you must be hot" the older spoke as he tugged a bit on his heavy sweater. Sanghyuk felt as if time had stopped, everything seemed so slow and perfectly calculated almost as if everything was destined to happen exactly in this way. He always forgot about time and space when he was with his lover, pulling off his sweater without any hurry.
"You're perfect Sanghyuk. So toned" Youngbin spoke, a smile playing on his lips as he reached up to caress his abdominal muscles.
"I like you so much, I can't tell you often enough."
"You're still talking too much. Do you really want to tease me so much?"
"I just want this moment to last longer before we have to put up with our annoyingly lovely friends again" Sanghyuk chuckled, gently nudging the older's side.
"Don't I'm ticklish" he complained, a bright smile lighting up his whole face as he pulled his younger lover's leg away, resulting in him falling down on top of him.
"Do you want to be in charge today?" the younger suddenly asked, smiling at his seemingly confused boyfriend.
"You can't stop teasing me, right? You really want to take your time today" the older chuckled, pressing a kiss against his boyfriends lips.
"I'm serious. It would be something new and exciting for both of us."
"Baby are you really sure? I don't want to hurt you" the older worriedly asked, brushing his lovers bangs out of his eyes.
"I've thought about it and I want to try. I trust you and I know you'll take good care of me" Sanghyuk said with such a confidence that Youngbin felt a stray tear roll down his cheek.
"Thank you Sanghyuk. You never fail to surprise me."
"Kim Youngbin, I've told you before that I'm all yours. Make me yours only" the younger breathed out, gasping when he felt himself being turned over, Youngbin smiling down at him.
"We have the whole evening, I'll make sure to take things as slow as possible" he replied as his fingers danced over his stomach. Sanghyuk was nervous but he knew nothing he didn't want would happen, still he couldn't suppress the goosebumps forming all over his skin.
"Relax, I won't hurt you" Youngbin mumbled, gently massaging his tense shoulders. It took a few more moments for the younger to relax a little, letting his head fall into the pillows behind him. Once again time seemed to stop despite their actions never stopping, a whole new world opening up to Sanghyuk. Youngbin kept his promise, taking his time and making sure his younger boyfriend still consented and relaxed enough in order not to get hurt. He was careful, gentle and always made sure to check up on him, slowly helping him to get used to this kind of pain. Endless whispers of the word I love you filled the room, distracting kisses were exchanged and they both knew that this was perfect. Sanghyuk once again teared up, not due to the pain but to see a completely different side of his boyfriend,a completely different version of the boy he got to know so well in such a short amount of time.
"Don't cry" he once again whispered so affectionately, reminding him that this was still his caring boyfriend, his sweet, sweet Youngbin. He never would admit it but it felt good to be taken care of like this, to completely trust, relax and give yourself to somebody. Youngbin promised him to never hurt him and even know Sanghyuk could trust him, letting himself be guided by the older and experiencing this new form of pleasure. Not only the younger was experiencing something completely new, Youngbin has never felt what it meant to take care of your partner. He did his best, knowing exactly how painful it all can be. After a few tries of distracting his lover he found out that a gentle shoulder massage worked the best, feeling his tension slowly fade. He never experienced the luxury of having so much time only for him and his boyfriend, making sure to use every single second. He was about to end all of this when he heard the first pained whine from Sanghyuk, immediately freezing in his movements.
"Let's stop, maybe it wasn't the best idea" he spoke, not wanting to hurt him at all costs.
"No just give me some time. I want you so badly. Please Bin-ah."
Bin, this nickname was his weakness. No matter what situation, hearing Sanghyuk calling him Bin-ah always got to him, he just couldn't explain it. His beautiful, powerful Sanghyuk, the love of his life.
"I'm ready love" the younger called out and it filled the older with pride, being called as his love. Youngbin knew that Sanghyuk wasn't the most romantic person on this earth but it was enough for him, small moments like that making him
realize how lucky he truly was.
Sanghyuk knew it was the right decision, seeing his boyfriend controlling everything and taking care of him. He wasn't self-conscious, troubled or hurt, it was then that he realized that this was the person he never met before, the person he used to be before being abused and broken. It wasn't a new version of his boyfriend, it was his original version but this time stronger than before. Sanghyuk could feel his confidence building up with every second and he never wanted to see his old self again. He understood what Youngkyun told him, about the person his brother used to be and now he could finally meet this person.
Not only he saw the change but also Youngbin saw the change in Sanghyuk. He could finally put down the façade he put up in order not to get hurt, showing his vulnerable and sensitive side. This night they fell even more in love with each other and themselves, it was like a transformation back to their pure and healed selfs but still themselves. The scars of growing up slowly fading to make them glow more than before. When time seemed to tick again they cuddled even closer, enjoying the other's embrace and the magical moment they created.
"What are you thinking about?" Youngbin asked as Sanghyuk wrapped his arms around his torso, resting his head on his shoulder.
"I'm constantly thinking about you. I see it now, who you truly are."
"I do too Sanghyuk-ah. You aren't like the other's see you. You're so much more."
"My sweet Youngbin, I can't stop falling more and more in love with you. You're everything I need."
"I feel like we were destined to meet Hyuk-ah. We both were hurt in the past but now the wounds are healing, only leaving a little scar. It has changed us but we're still the same, I feel the happiest when I'm with you without any reason. If soulmates truly exist then I'm sure you are mine" Youngbin replied, turning in his boyfriends embrace before gently kissing him.
"I know for sure that you are my soulmate. I can't wait to see you grow old with me. I feel so happy seeing you smile like this."
"Thanks to you I can forget about my past. You helped me to start a new chapter in my life and you'll be with me until my story ends."

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Ah no 🥺 I feel so sad, this actually is the end of Book 1 from my Series 🥺 I'll miss Dabin as my main even if I'll still add their scenes in the other books of course.
At this point I want to thank all of you for staying with me and reading this story. I hope you'll follow me on this journey during the other books 🥰