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THE SUICIDE LIST OF KAYLEIGH BARROW (that were completed):

1. We went to the islands (And I met Mrs. Diego again after many years)

PS: DAMN. This is the third time in the row that I almost kissed Sebastian. The second time was after we got a ticket after we violated a traffic rule. The third time was earlier, when we were swimming by the beach. I'm slowly going insane by all this. Sometimes I wish that it really did happen and use the kiss as an excuse to get away or avoid him. But he doesn't initiate the first move. I can't do it either. But even if it happened, I can't avoid him for long and I don't fucking know why. I even feel longing when he's gone for a fucking minute. I want to deny this, I really do... but...

Am I drifting away from my list? Am I falling in love to Sebastian?

Like when I was nine?

By: Kayleigh Barrow

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