The Suicide List

My phone may not have a sim card, but Kayleigh's phone has.

That way, I was able to call her friends and my friends with regards to a lake Kayleigh wants to go next. The lake where we'll go fishing is part of the FCF places that needed conservation. And they have one answer: Tio Carlos.

I then drive to the direction of Tio Carlos' lake. It was almost midnight when we reached the lake. Tio Carlos then helped me as I carried Kayleigh to the cottage. I only had little sleep as I was watching Kayleigh who was asleep. Good thing, Tio Carlos' coffee made me stay awake. But my body fails me and I closed my eyes to sleep on the couch.

Morning came when I woke up by a sound of a groan. I then looked and saw Kayleigh awake, holding her head in pain and wincing at the pain, "Where am I? What happened?"

"We're at the cottage by the lake Kay." I said softly, "And you were black out drunk. That's what happened."

"What?"

"It's in your list. I then asked some friends which is the FCF lake nearby and they said Tio Carlos' lake. I hope I'm not wrong."

She then looked at the view outside and recognized the view, "No, you're right. This is the one on the list."

"There's also meds at the bedside table. Tio Carlos gave it to you."

She then smiled, "Thanks Sebas-"

She then ran to the comfort room and started to vomit. I then followed her and held her hair and pat her back as she was vomiting. Afterwards, she wiped her lips and flushed the toilet while I tucked her hair to the side.

She sighed, "I'm so not going to drink a lot ever again."

I smiled, "Come on." I then guided her back to bed and helped her drink her meds, "Tio Carlos said you need rest. We'll go fishing when you're fine."

After lunch, we decided to go fishing for a while. Kayleigh was having fun fishing while I was lost in thought.

Lost in thought in the fact that TRUTH COMES OUT WHEN DRUNK.

Last night. I can't forget last night. Kayleigh told me everything with regards to her feelings. She loves me, she said so herself. I really want to tell her the truth. But I'm afraid that she forgot whatever happened that night. I wanted to kiss her again. But I'm afraid that last night's kiss is the first and possibly the last one I'll share with Kayleigh. Last night with Kayleigh was magical. A magic that might possibly die out today.

"You okay?" I looked up to see Kayleigh looking at me.

"Yeah." I smiled.

"You were lost."

"Just, uh, thinking stuff."

She shrugged then went back to fishing.

After fishing, we then took our things, rented Tio Carlos' tent, then started to climb the mountain nearby, in hopes to capture the sunset.