The Suicide List

"Kayleigh, wake up."

After an hour of driving, we really did end up on the festival. I looked at it. Damn, I have a bet that it's going to be the best party I've been to. I then parked the car and woke Kayleigh, who was sleeping in the middle of the trip.

She groaned, "Where are we?"

I then went out of the car and went to her side to open the door for her, "We're here. FCF."

Her jaw opened in shock as she went out of the car and saw the party from afar, "Wow."

"I know-"

"We actually ended up here. Thank you Sebastian. It's so beautiful." She then hugged me and I froze. In the end, I hugged her back.

"You know you can trust me." I smiled.

"I know." She pulled away and smiled, looking at me. Then all of a sudden, she kissed me on the cheek, and the world stopped, "Come on, let's wear something for the party." We then took our things then she held my hand, dragging me to the comfort room.

I then changed with ripped jeans and a tank top, styling my hair in my usual quiff, then fixed my sneakers. Afterwards, I went out, waiting for Kayleigh, only to feel stupid, again.

She went out wearing a crop top, a high-waist shorts, sneakers, her hair was down with a flower crown on and she's in a makeup. Plus, she's wearing a cute dreamcatcher necklace.

Why are you so fucking full package Kayleigh? I thought, can I call you mine already?

"Hey." I grinned, mentally punching myself for smiling like an idiot, "You look great." Another mental punch. Just great Sebastian.

"Thanks." She smiled, "You don't look bad yourself. Come on, let's go." She said as she took my hand and we ran going to the arena, where there was a concert of different artists. They were giving their badass songs and making the audience dance and shout a lot despite being drenched in water and colored foam due to the theme of the festival.

I really enjoyed this festival. If nobody would enjoy this, then there must be something wrong with them.

I then looked at Kayleigh and she was having fun, screaming and dancing to the beat. Just by looking at her, and the way she smiles, she moves, I am face to face with an aspiration. Kayleigh has always been my aspiration in life.

I then told her to sit on my shoulders so that I can lift her and she can see the concert. But it really took a long time before she considered it. In the end, we both enjoyed the concert.

After the concert was done, I looked at the shore and saw some surfers.

"You wanna surf?" I looked to the side to see Kayleigh beside me.

"Just watching them." I smiled.

"You know you can Sebastian." She smiled, "I mean, I know you won't escape from me. I trust you."

I giggled.

"Plus, you don't know the shortcut home. You need me."

"You sure Kay?"

"I'm sure." She smiled, "Go. I'll be around."

"Where you going?"

"I don't know. But I'll be back here, I promise. Go."

I then smiled at her then joined the group of surfers. I met Chris and his girlfriend Kelly. They were lovely and they let me borrow an extra surfboard. I took off my clothes and surfed with a cycling I bought in a nearby store. For hours, I surfed with the group. Afterwards, we had a break by the shore and laughed by Chris' surfing stories.

"I should have known about this festival early on."

"What the fuck?" Kelly laughed, "You didn't know about this festival Sebastian?"

"I only knew because of Kayleigh."

"Let me guess, the hot chick you had a talk earlier?" Chris asked.

"Yeah." I smiled.

"I don't know about you, but she is smoking mate." Tom, Chris' brother said, "If I were you, I would call her mine."

"If only I can call her mine."

"Whoa." Chris said, "You're not together?"

I shook my head.

"But I thought... By the way you look at each other." Kelly frowned.

"Sadly. I mean, fuck. I've been feeling this way towards her for some time now. But I can't tell her. I can't even kiss her. And she's leaving soon." I say out of frustration.

"Cheer up Sebastian. I'm sure she feels the same." Kelly said, patting my shoulder.

"Just tell her the truth man before she leaves." Chris said.

"Where is she going anyway?" Tom asked.

"Somewhere. I don't know." I said, trying to hide the fact that Kayleigh wants to commit suicide.

"Here." Tom said, slipping his, Chris' and Kelly's number, "Call us anytime. And come back to the festival next year. And make sure when you come back, you're kissing and holding that Kayleigh girl like how Chris holds and kisses Kelly."

I giggled, "Yeah okay. I promise."

Moments later, we dressed up and went to the bar to drink when...

"Look at the dancefloor." Kelly laughed, then tended to her drink, "Whatever is the fuss, they must be having fun."

"Is that your girl Sebastian?" Tom said as we all looked to the direction Kayleigh is. She's on the dancefloor, dancing and screaming to her heart's content, while holding a... cup.

"Oh my God." I sighed.

"She's indeed a bomb." Kelly said, "I mean, wow, she's hot."

"Yeah she is. A drunk bomb." I said while gulping my drink and stood up, "I should go and get her. Sorry guys."

"It's okay mate. We're going anyways. Here." Chris said as he handed me a silver foil packet. What the fuck. Is this a condom? "Just in case. Use this when you're finally together, like a couple."

I shook my head then smiled, "Thanks mate." I then hugged them before rushing to the dancefloor.

"Atta boy. Go get her." Tom shouted.