She is scared, legit scared of what's going to happen next. She's secretly messaging Stell, explaining to him of what is really going on pero nasa message request lang sya. Ni hindi pala sila friends sa facebook. She knew she has been cold and distant sa mga friends ni Sejun, mean and insensitive to Samantha. She has been selfish. She looked at him, "Paano nya ako natitiis? he doesn't deserve me at all"
Hawak-hawak ni Aki ang kamay ni Sejun habang nasa byahe. She's playing with his fingers, memorizing all the curves, tracing every line, realizing how soft and sexy they are. Parang ayaw na nyang bitawan ang mga yun, natatakot sya, baka hindi na nya ulit yun mahawakan.
"Bi kanina ka pa tahimik, may gusto kang sabihin sa kin?" Sejun asked her.
Umiling lang sya at ngumiti. Hanggang kailan sya tatahimik? Hanggang kailan sya maduduwag? Hanggang kailan sya magsisinungaling?
"Aalis na si Sam, and I'll find a way to talk to Stell, everything is gonna be alright." sabi nya sa sarili.
" Pagod lang siguro B, ang aga ko kasi nagising kanina"
The car stopped in front of the building kung nasaan ang condo unit ni Aki. Feeling nya, her heartbeat stopped as well. Hindi nya alam kung bakit ganito na lang ang kaba nya.
She was a few steps away from him but she suddenly turned around and jumped to his embrace, even crossed her legs around his waist.
" B wait, ang bigat mo" he joked, para kasing bata si Aki na nagpakandong sa kanya.
Sinubsob ni Aki ang mukha sa balikat ni Sejun. Doon nya na rin pinakawalan ang luha na kanina pa gustong tumulo.
"B ano to? Gusto mo ba iuwi kita?"
She nodded, yun na nga siguro ang pinakagusto nyang mangyari.
"Gusto ko din pero di ba hindi pa pwede?
Wait, are you crying?"
She wiped her tears and faced him. "Wala I'm just happy for you" She kissed him on the cheek and faked a smile. "I love you Pau"
"I love you too B" Dahan dahan nyang binitawan si Aki. "Sige na akyat ka na, itulog mo na lang yan" he smiled.
"Sige, gudnight B"
"Goodnight!"
She took a shower and checked her phone, wala pa ring reply from Stell. She tried to sleep hoping na maaayos din ang lahat.
Sejun woke up by the fidgeting light of the sunrise, tinanghali na pala sya ng gising. Pag check nya ng phone sunod-sunod ang messages na nareceive nya. Binuksan nya ang groupchat ng SB19.
Josh: @Sejun Dre alam mo na ba? Haixt wag ka muna kaya mag online. Pag nabasa mo to off mo na lang agad cp mo.
Ken: Di pa yata nagbubukas ng phone Dre baka tulog pa
Jah: bakit ano meron online?
Josh: Wag mo na munang alamin Jah
Ken: Malalaman din ng lahat yun.
Jah: Hala di ko alam! Teka asan si Stell bakit hindi online?
Ken: Stell? Stell asan ka?
Josh: @Sejun kung kailangan mo nang kausap andito lang kami.
Sejun: LINK PLEASE
Ken: Naku yare
Josh: @Sejun basta message ka agad dito or tawagan mo ako pag nabasa mo na
Sejun: OK
He tapped the link as fast as he could. It was Samantha's thread of tweets.
I'm off to Dubai, and I'm probably not coming back. But I really have to get these off my chest because I need to move-on.
A few months ago, Akihara and I were both in love, we were in the States pa. Yes, we're lesbians, homosexuals, or whatever everyone may call it. And Yes, THE Akihara Pangilinan we all know.
Napapikit si Sejun sa biglaang pagsakit ng ulo. Hindi nya alam kung dahil sa gulat o galit. Nag notif sa cellphone nya ang tawag ni Aki but he ignored it.
And then she needed to go back to the Philippines because her Dad is sick. Syempre pumayag naman ako, but we promised each other na susunod ako and we'll finally be together. I was holding on to that promise kahit mahirap, kahit masakit.
And then one day, she just messaged me to forget about her and move on. Of course, hindi ako naniwala na mag bebreak kami sa isang chat lang. Tanga ako eh.
Pinanghawakan ko pa rin ang pangako nya sa kin and I went home. Tang-ina pag-uwi ko biglang naging sila na pala ni Sejun. It hurts, a lot. Even until now. So she has been flirting with him habang umaasa ako sa pangako nya.
And what's worse? you got it right. My new workplace happen to be at SBN, and each time I see them together feels like a stab in my face. Hanggang sa hindi ko na kaya so I decided to leave.
So there, y'all will probably hate me or her, I don't care. But I have nothing against Sejun, in fact gusto ko na lang din malaman nya ang lahat dahil wala yatang balak magpakatotoo si Aki.
While reading hindi nya mapigilang magmura, masaktan, magalit. It took him almost half an hour to read and absorb kung ano ang nangyayari. "We were in love, lesbians, homosexuals. Those words kept ringing in his ears. "Shit!"Sinasabunutan nya na halos ang sarili sa sobrang inis at kalituhan.
These are some of our pictures and clips together just so you know I'm not lying.
Those were pictures of Aki and Samantha together, happy and in love. Hugging and kissing.
Bigla syang nanghina ng makita ang mga larawang yun. Napaupo sya sa sahig at sumandal sa kama, umiiyak sa galit.
Sunod-sunod ang tawag at mensahe na natatanggap nya, from friends and family and even from Aki. Wala syang balak na sagutin ni isa sa mga yun. But he saw an old message from Stell na hindi nya nabasa kagabi, and it even angered him a lot more.
Sej I'm sorry pero di ako makatulog..kanina diba I tried to confront Aki pero dumating ka?I saw her and Samantha kissing. Pasensya na talaga Sejun! Pag-usapan nyo na lng ni Aki please huhu gudnyt
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Fanfiction(Completed) Aki just got back from the US. She had all the time of her life there and has just started dating her long-time girl crush, Samantha. Pero kailangan niyang bumalik sa Pilipinas for her ailing Dad. She's an engineer, tough, matalino, maya...
