once upon a love x j.t. x h.s.

i know i'm right

9th August 2019

After Concert

The concert went fine and the crowd are especially wild today. Maybe it's because we haven't toured for a while, which is why our fans decided to go extra crazy tonight. I spent the whole of the concert trying not to think Harry and Kendall. When we had to perform together, I stayed as professional as I could, though I still kept a distance from him. 

I was formally introduced to Kendall by Liam after soundcheck. After singing Pretend It's OK, I had the motif to immediately return to our dressing room and lock myself inside until it's our turn to go on the stage. Unfortunately, before I could even dash off, Liam was already calling out to us.

We greeted the boys and I hugged every single member, except for Harry. I said hi to him, but he wasn't giving us any of his attention, to which the girls then deemed him as rude. Even Kendall had nudged him for his behaviour, though he only shrugged in reply.

"I'm sorry for his behaviour," Kendall had apologised and proceeded to tell us how big of a fan she is of us. She was nothing like I expected, she was bubbly, friendly and fun and I could tell that the girls weren't expecting that either. Now, there is no excuse for me to dislike her. She has a great personality, she's beautiful. The only turn off is that she's Harry's girlfriend. But Harry didn't even belong to me, I have no rights to get jealous of her.

After the exchange, I quickly excused myself from the scene, my feelings becoming too much for me to handle. I could feel another outburst brewing, so I ran back to our dressing room, the girls following behind me and maybe it's my imagination, but I felt his stares at me as I excused myself.

"Are you sure you don't want to join us?" Jesy asked, changing her stage outfit to a blue blouse with a pair of black jeans.

"Honestly Jes, I'm just so worn out tonight, I just want to check in our hotel," I excused. It wasn't a lie though, I was tired of all the dramas and I needed a break. It doesn't help that we will be on the road tomorrow to our next venue, so I needed to clear my head.

God decided I wasn't his favourite anymore.

"Hey guys," Liam entered our dressing room, heading straight to Jesy, pecking her cheeks, Louis and Niall following along.

"Good job out there," Niall complimented.

"Thanks, you were great too," Leigh-Anne said as she busied herself, packing her bag.

"Anyway, Kendall wants to eat dinner with us." At once, four heads shot up and stared at Louis.

"What?" I asked, deadpanned. 

"Well, she was supposed to follow us on the bus and-."

"What do you mean by she's supposed to follow us? Didn't we made it clear that no partners are allowed?" Jesy huffed, feeling indignation on my behalf.

"Yeah, but Harry refused to listen to us. However, someone told her about the rule just now, so she decided to respect it and not follow," Liam explained, as his hand caressed Jesy's arm to calm her down, "Which is why she wants to have dinner with all of us."

Liam stared at Jade when he said the last sentence.

I couldn't say no to that. Not when Kendall was just trying to be nice.

"Fine," I said, trudging my feet out of the door.

Kendall had managed to get a reservation for one of the finest restaurant in town, despite it being last minute. Somehow also, nobody had mentioned that we were dining in a restaurant. Hence, here I am, very underdressed for this restaurant, wearing my signature 'Send Nudes' hoodie and a pair of leggings. Fortunately for me, I wasn't the only one not dressed for the occasion as the boys were all in shorts and some t-shirts, while like me, Perrie and Leigh-Anne are also in some pairs of leggings. But you know who was dressed?