Missing You

Home Again

Hero's POV

I hear her. I hear Jo.

  "I'm sorry I dragged you into this, I just want you to help me from Jason. I didn't know about Janis... I'm so sorry baby. I know you're gonna live, I need you to get through this baby. I love you... so fucking much. I don't know if I could go through losing you again..."

  I feel her playing with my hair, I hear her broken voice. I wanna wake up, I wanna see her, kiss her, live a long life with her. Why the fuck can't I do that? My eyes are heavy, so heavy... I can't do it.

  "I don't know what's gonna happen with the movie tour. Maybe me and you just won't go, but that would suck for the fans, and I don't think either of us can do that to them. We'll get through this Hero. Me and you together."

  She keeps talking like I'm never gonna wake up. I'm going to wake up, for her. I have to wake up for her. I wish she wasn't crying, but when I felt her kiss my cheek I felt the tear fall onto my face. I love her, I need to wake up for her.

But then something happens, and I can't explain why.

I keep trying to wake up.
Open your fucking eyes.

People come rushing in, and I know that Jo isn't leaving.

She needs too.

I don't want her to see me like this.

"We're losing him!"
"Come on kid! Don't die on me!"
"Start the fibrillar!"

I'm dying.

That's what's happening.

My heart stopped.

"Come on kid. Breathe! If you won't breathe for me breathe for her, the girl you love! She won't be able to live without you, come on! Breathe! Live!"

Breather for her, breathe for Jo. What else have I been doing?

Everything I do is for her, I love her.

"No! I need him! I need to help him!"

I hear Jo yell. Crying. Screaming.

She just wants to help. But she can't.

I'm not accepting death, not with my girl screaming for me.

But then she goes quiet.

Where did she go?

What happened to her?

"Get the girl out of here!"
"She won't stop throwing up!"
"Well make her!"
"She's choking!"
"You're fucking with me right?"
"Help her!"

Is Jo dying now?

Is my baby dying?

I feel a shock course through me.

"Again! Do it again!"

They do it again.

And my eyes open.

"Stop! Stop! He's awake! He's awake..." The nurse next to me says and I look around. There's a lot of people around me. They all look frantic. Worried. Scared.

I sit up and keep looking around. "Where's Jo?" I ask and a nurse holds me up a bit. I feel weak, I feel... broken. Where is she? Did something bad happen to her?

"She's resting honey, you can see her later." The nurse named Sharon says. I shake my head a bit but immediately regret it. Why the fuck am I so dizzy?