Missing You

Lost On You

Hero's POV
A little while later...

I'm sitting on the edge of the bed, looking at Jo sleeping. She needs the sleep; she needs it more then me. She hadn't told me what had happened to her, but as I washed the blood off her legs, I got an idea of what had happened to her.

Andrew had texted me to meet him outside my door. I sigh and go out, making sure the door isn't completely closed so I can make sure Jo is okay.

"Hey... man..." I say and run my hands through my hair. I sigh, looking away from him a bit. "Did you- did you find Jo?" He asks and nod. "Oh, uh yeah, she's... she's in there." I say, and he gives me a look, like he's disappointed.

"Don't look at me like that Andrew, she... she came back to the club and then hugged me. Whatever happened after isn't because I forced her. I- I don't know what happened to her but it was something bad Andrew. She doesn't have any shoes... her dress is ripped until a certain point. She was dazed... she tried her best to hide it but she kept spacing out." I say and his eyes turn sympathetic.

"I... I know she's gonna say otherwise but I don't think she should go tomorrow. Whatever she went through, it's gonna be new to her, raw. I just don't wanna hurt her more..." I say and Andrew shakes his head. "I know you Hero, and I know her. You've already hurt her more by having sex with her. And from the looks of it, it was in the shower." He says and gestures to my hair.

I sigh, looking down, did I really hurt her more, what time is it? Should I even go to sleep, and if I do should I sleep on the chair? A lot of questions are going through my head, and Andrew is just standing there. "Let's just... have a group meeting in the morning. What time is it?" I ask and rub my eyes a bit.

Andrew sighs, "It's 5am Hero, you gotta be up in three hours." He says and I shake my head. "I'll just have a energy drink or something." I say and I know he's disappointed, but right now I only care about Jo.

"I'm... I'm gonna go back in there, see you in a few hours." I say and he nods as I shut the door. I lean back on it a bit, closing my eyes, but immediately open them. We need to have a team meeting, everyone needs to make a collective decision.

I go into the bathroom to wash my face when I hear a scared, tired voice. "Hero..?" It breaks my heart, how she's hurt and I can't help her. I quickly dry my face and go over to her, smiling. "Hey I'm here," I say softly and sit down next to her.

  Her eyes are full of tears, likes she's been dreaming about the entire thing. She grabs my hand moving me closer to her. Once I am and I'm kinda laying on the bed she crawls over to me, straddling my lap and hugging me tight. I play with her hair softly and she buries her face in my neck.

  I hear a muffled cry, and I feel her tears on my neck. I rub her sides softly, making sure I'm not rough with my touch, I don't wanna hurt her. She pulls back a bit, and I softly wipe her cheek so the tears disappear.

"I know you're not okay... so I won't even ask that, I just wanna know what happened..." I take her hand in mine, holding it softly. "Go at your own pace, tell me as much as you can, I just want to understand more... I care about you too much to not want to know." I say softly and she nods.

She starts from the beginning, how it was the bell boy. That motherfucker was my bell boy too. He even asked about you. Fuck I should've known something was up. She goes on to say how he was at the club, and she danced with him. He must've been the guy I've seen. She went to the bar and he drugged her, it's not something uncommon but I can't believe it happened to my baby. She tells me about how when she woke, he was on top of her, telling her to go back to sleep.

  At this point we're both in tears. She's staying close to me and playing with my shirt and wiping my tears at some points. She ran from him, ditching her shoes in an alley so she could run faster. A taxi driver gave her to a the club, where she found me.

  "I'm okay Hero... I swear I'm okay," she tries to convince me but I just hold her a bit closer. "Jo... he..." I say softly and look away from her beautiful face so tears can fall. She rests her head on my chest. "Jo... you can't go out there tomorrow acting like everything is okay." I say softly and she keeps playing with my shirt. "I know," she says and keeps her fingers doing the same motion as she keeps playing with it. It makes me smile.

  "I know I'm supposed hate you right now... but you're the only person I feel safe with." She says and looks up at me. "It's tiring hating you because I love you so much." I smile down at her, moving the hair out of her beautiful face.

  "I never hated you Hero... you just did something so wrong, so incredibly wrong." She says and the tears come back, and she sits up again.

  "Please don't cry," I say wiping her eyes. "I know it was wrong, I beat myself up over it for the past few days. I was trying to think of a way to make it up to you, I tried thinking of an apology that would be good enough, but I wanted it to be perfect.." I say and she shakes her head.

"Anything that you would've done would've been perfect, I just wanted to hear that you were wrong and that you were sorry." She giggled softly and I smile down at her. I love how adorable she is, I love her.

"I know that I was wrong, and I'm really sorry baby..." I say smiling, loving that I can call her baby again. She smiles more, "Good," she simple states. "That means we're back together," she says and goes to get off my lap, but I don't let her.

"Where do you think you're going?" I smirk and she giggles a bit. I make sure my grip isn't tight, but enough for her to know what I'm getting at. "I'm going to change," she smirks and takes the shirt of mine she's wearing off. She didn't want it on before, and I wasn't gonna stop her.

"Mmm... if you're changing into that I would very much like it," I chuckle and watch her lean forward, she starts sucking at my neck, sure enough going to leave a mark. I groan and she takes my hand up to her breast. Her breath hitches when I squeeze a bit, and she moans against my neck. "Not too hard please," she says before she goes back to my neck. "Sorry baby," I smile down and kiss her head.

I love when she takes control like this, but I also know what she's doing. This is the last time I'm letting her use sex to stop her from feelings the last time. She takes my shirt off and starts kissing down my chest, sucking a bit in some places, and she's definitely leaving marks and I'm not mad about it. My stylist will though.

She undos my pants buttons as she goes back to sucking my neck. I play with her hair with one hand and play with her breast in the other. I hear her moan, I miss that sound. I used to hear it all the time. Her hand drags against me slowly, and I feel myself getting harder. "Fuck baby... it feels so good."

  "Mmm, does it daddy?" She asks and I groan. "Should I keep going?" She asks with innocent eyes and I lean my head against the backboard and nod. She continues, and I'm happy I'm with her again.

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Authors Note!❤️

Hi everyone! Oh my god, thank you so much for the support!❤️ It really means a lot all the comments I've gotten recently and that you're all excited to read the story! I never thought this story I wrote would actually get somewhere so thank you so much!❤️ Your comments are very much appreciated!❤️