Missing You

Someone To You

Hero's POV

  I stand there, completely dumbfounded. I should've seen it, how she's been more clingy to me, sick, but also hiding things from me at the same time.

Mercy's right.

I was a fucking prick. No.

I am one.

  I find my way back inside, looking for her but all I do is find Mercy. It's not like I wanted to find her, she just happens to be here too.

  "Are you look for your girlfriend? Or maybe your ex girlfriend?" She says and I look at her as she sips her drink. At least she's legal drink here in the UK, but that doesn't mean she isn't tipsy, or even drunk.

  "Fuck off," I mumble and try to go find Jo, but I feel Mercy's hand on my arm, pulling me back. I look at her with fire in my eyes. "Fuck off Mercy-" I start saying, but her face changes.

  "Hero..." I look at her hand and I shake my arm out of her grasp but she just grabs it again. "Hero listen to me!" She yells over the shitty music playing. "She's gone..."

  I shake my head, "No... no I was just with her five fucking minutes ago!" I yell back and she drags me into a private room in the house, that ends up being the study.

  She puts her drink down on the desk and takes her phone out. "Just read big brother," she says softly as I take the phone from her.

Hey Mercy, it's Jo. I told him, and he just stood there. I don't know what to do anymore, but I do know that if he's gonna be like that I do not wanna spend the rest of the tour with him. I'll make something up but I think I'm gonna go back home, and I don't mean LA. I mean to Perth. I'll be with my family there, and I can tell my Mum in person. Maybe it'll be better... I know I'm gonna have to talk to him eventually, especially since he's the father, but I'm too scared, I'm so fucking scared. I do miss him though, I miss everything about him. Maybe it's the hormones that are making me cry but I can't seem to stop. I'm leaving tomorrow, after my appointment that your Mum set up for me. My flight is around 3pm if you wanna meet up before then. Anyway, I just pulled up to our hotel room so I have to go. Thanks for everything❤️

That's it, that's all she said.

  I know it's a lot of information, and I know where she is. I'm just surprised she didn't go back to my moms house. I run my hands through my hair and give Mercy back her phone.

  "You deserves the slap know, I just wish she would've slapped you too." My sister says and I glare at her. "I mean come on Hero, you love her, and she loves you-!" She yells, but I have to cut her off.

  "You don't think I know that?!" I yell back, "She's my everything Mercy! I can't lose her!" I yell and tears start flowing down my face. I shake my head and sit down in a chair.

  "Well, if you just sit here and cry, you will." She says through her teeth and sips her drink.

  "You're gonna get yourself drunk..." I mumble and watch her glare at me. She puts her drink down once again and lifts me out of the chair by pulling my jacket.

  She's really close to my face, it's kinda weird. "Didn't you just hear me? You're gonna lose her, your pregnant girlfriend. So get off your ass and get to her before she changes hotel rooms and you won't be able to find her anymore." She let's go of my and I fall back, but quickly recover by standing up again.

"I need to get to her... I need to get to my baby." I say softly, and I mean baby in every way possible. I mean my baby girl, and the one that's inside her.