Missing You

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Jo's POV
The next morning...

I'm so sick of this shit.

Literally sick.

I woke up to the unpleasant smell of bacon and eggs cooking, and I completely lost it. Well, my stomach did. I immediately get up and go to the bathroom, leaning into the toilet and throwing up. "Mother of God..." I mumble before I spill my guts out again, basically.

I hear Hero put a plate on a table and comes to me. I lean back into him once again. "This is fucking annoying," I mumble and he chuckles.

"It's okay baby, I know you can get through it. We'll do it together." He says and I nod. "Are you gonna be okay on the plane tonight?" He asks, causing me to groan.

"Mmm I don't know... what if I'm not?" I say worriedly. He shakes his head and hold him close to me. We still have to have that conversation, and we will, I just hope it's soon.

"You will be," he say softly and I bury my head in his neck. I mess with his hair and pout.

"What if I'm not though? I keep getting sick and I- I-" he stops me when he kisses my cheek. I get up and brush my teeth as Hero flushes the toilet.

He comes behind me and I smile, though I feel him press against my ass. I sigh and he looks at me in the mirror. "You okay?" He asks softly into my ear. Normally this would turn me on, but it just doesn't.

I nod, "Fine, I'm just not into it..." I mumble and he looks at me confused. I know that hurt him, but I don't know how to explain it.

"What do you mean you're not into it?" He says and I plug my nose and grab my clothes before going into the bathroom again. I don't wanna feel sick again.

I look at him, putting my clothes on the counter and pull him closer to me. "I just don't... feel... I don't know how to explain it. I wanna have sex with you I just... also don't feel like it, okay?" I say and close the door from him.

"You still have to eat," he says, huffing because he's clearly pissed. "Especially since you have the doctors appointment." He finishes and I shake my head, forgetting he can't see me.

"If I eat, I'm just gonna throw up from the smell." I say and start changing. I hear him take the plate away, and not long after the door slides open as I'm getting my top on. I turn to him, and he sighs.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't of been so hard on you..." he says and I nod, but he shakes his head, pulling me closer. He gets on his knees and starts kissing my stomach. This isn't where I thought this was going.

I play with his hair and smile as he starts talking. "Hi little baby." I chuckle but he looks up at me, as if telling me to shut it. "I know you're growing in your mom's stomach, but stop making her so sick. She doesn't appreciate it and I don't like seeing her like that." I smile and wipe the tears that fell.

"Babe I'm gonna be late," I chuckle and he pulls me down with him, hugging him. "That was extremely cute you know." I laugh and he wipes my tears, kissing me. It feels like a foreign feeling that I miss so much.

"Then finish getting ready," he chuckles and I shake my head as I laugh and pull my shirt over my head.

"That's kinda hard when I have an adorable tall man talking to our baby." I laugh and I hear him gasp dramatically, making me laugh more.

"Adorable?" He asks, peaking his head into the bathroom as I fix my hair.

"Yes, adorable." I chuckle and start braiding pieces of it and pinning them back into the ponytail.

"Not sexy? Or hot?" He smirks and I just giggle and shake my head.

"Nope, just adorable." I smile innocently and walk past him to put my shoes on. "You're coming with me right?" I ask in a small voice, realizing that we never actually talked about this.

"Uh... yeah, sure." He says, rubbing the back of his neck. He quickly puts on a hoodie, beanie, and adidas. It's like he doesn't wear anything else. I'm wearing one of Hero's sweaters and these type of cargo pants. I don't know they're comfortable and that's what I need right now.

About 30 minutes later...

  I'm bouncing my foot as both me and Hero sit in the waiting area at the clinic. Hero puts his hand on my thigh, trying to sooth my but his hand just bounces with my leg. "Baby it's gonna be okay." He smiles softly at me and I nod.

  "Josephine Langford?" The nurse calls and I squeeze Hero's hand as we stand up.

It's time.

  "Today you'll be seeing doctor Marie Peters, and you'll be taking your results and everything back to the states, correct?" She asks, and I nod.

  "Yeah, yeah..." I say and Hero squeezes my hand reassuringly. God this is terrifying.

  She leads us to the room and I sit on the bed. "So I'm gonna have you change into this," she says and holds up a gown. "We have to do a few tests before we do the ultrasound. I'm guessing this is your husband?" I bite my lip a bit.

  "Yeah he's my boyfriend." I say softly and she frowns. Way to be a bitch. "He's staying," I say and she sighs, shaking her head.

  "He can't actually, it's the law-" before she can get her full sentence out, Hero cuts her off.

  "I'm staying with my girlfriend weather you like it or not. I'm the baby's father so what's the difference?" She tilts her head, smirking a bit.

  "Are you sure about that tough guy?" She says in a bitchy tone and my mouth drops open. I feel the tears well in my eyes. It's Hero's, it has to be. I know that it definitely is what the hell am I even thinking?

  I get up and go towards Hero, "I wanna go home," I frown and he shakes his head, holding me and the nurse scoffs.

  "You get charged 50 pounds if you don't go through with the appointment." I lean my head against her and I look up at him.

  "I don't want you to leave," I say softly and he kisses my head. "You're not going anywhere at all," I say softly and play with his shirt.

  "Fine, he can stay, only because it's a one time visit." She finally says and leaves me with the gown.

  "You know you look really sexy in my sweater baby, just like the first time you wore it." He smirks and I giggle, remembering the first time I've worn this. I take my stuff off and put the gown on.

After the tests, 35 minutes laters...

  "Hello you two! I'm doctor Peters and I'm just gonna do an ultrasound and see how far along you are, and I'm gonna make sure the baby is healthy." She smiles and I hold Hero's hand as he's on the other side of the bed. She lifts the shirts up and rubs the gel on my stomach. I jump a bit, "Sorry," she smiles.

  Hero looks at me confused, "It's just cold baby," I smile and he leans down, kissing me. She starts rubbing the paddle thing on my stomach and she smiles.

  "Well look at that, you're 3 weeks along and that's your baby." She smiles as she points to the screen. I don't know what comes over me but tears fall down my face.

  "That's our baby?" I ask smiling more and Hero wipes my eyes. She nods and I smile up at him. I kiss him, I still can't believe we're having a baby.

  I smile more and she looks at us, "I'll print the pictures for you two and get everything ready for you two to go." She smiles and leaves the room. I wipe my stomach off and I pull Hero closer.

  "I love you," I say softly and kiss him again. "We're having a baby." I smile more and he chuckles, nodding.

"Yes baby, we are." He says and kisses me again.

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Authors Note!❤️

Hey!
This is kinda a fun/cute part😂
I don't know if I'm gonna post a new part tomorrow, I might, but if not I will on Sunday😂❤️
If you want to know what Jo is wearing, it's at the top just click the picture 😂❤️