I think I love you (Cameron boyce fanfic)

Sympathy Please?

Chapter 24

Alexya's POV:

Later that night I cried myself to sleep. I woke up drowsily early knowing I had to go to set school. My last week there on set.

My mom dropped me off at the studio. I dealt with the rest of the day. Karan, Skai, Peyton, and even Cameron acted like this was a normal day. How could they? They didn't feel the pain in my heart bc they weren't the ones leaving. Sometimes Peyton would walk over and give me a hug or a light shoulder squeeze but it wasn't enough to make me happy. I felt bratty from this bc some kids can't even get acting roles like me. But then I felt jealous about the kids that kept them. I usually walk home from the studio even though it's a good 2 and 1/2 miles away from my house. I don't get any more fans than the common person so I don't have to worry about stalkers or paparazzi.

I swung my backpack over my shoulders and started heading for the exit. "Alexya wait!!" I heard Cameron say behind me. Eventually I heard him running towards me but I didn't bother to turn around.

"Cameron how could you act so happy when this is my last week on set?" I asked. "I'm a happy person?" He answered. "None of you care that it's my last week," I say and start to walk away because I have nothing more to say. "We do care," I replied and speed walked behind me trying to catch up. "It's my last week and I'm never going to see you again," I say angry. "No don't say that---" "I'm never ever going to see you again or Peyton or Skai or Karan. You are supposed to be upset. You are upset Cameron. You are crying. You are worried about me..." I start to cry. "No that's me you dont care. I'm never gonna be successful. I'm going to be broke. I can't do anything. I'm gonna die!" I say. "What the heck is all of your problem you don't understand! You all will be together until the end of this dumb show I'm alone. I've always been alone!! Every friend I make leaves and I never see them again and that's exactly what's going to happen to us. And you just don't care!" I cry. "Stop. Listen. You aren't a fool so don't act like one. I'm sorry you feel this way, I truly do. But maybe you see what I go through too. You can't tell me how to feel because not everyone reacts the way you do. You don't even know how I feel so back off a bit. Seriously I don't even know what to say if you gave me a chance I could explain how I feel but like you always do you jump to conclusions. Just don't tell at me like that because I'm a person. And I have feelings. I'm not a robot and you can't yell at me," Cameron said.

I couldn't believe he said that I thought he could give me some sympathy. "Oh please Cameron what do you go through!? You have a million fans that love you and you have friends to keep. I don't have any so stop it now," I yell back. At this point we are both yelling back and forth crying at the same time and in the middle of the street. I'm in a really pussy mood I just wanna punch him in the stomach then the face so he knows how hurting I am. Maybe I should do that. "Cameron you have a million fans! And you say your life is hard? When do you ever not think of yourself?!" I ask. "I have a million fans that wish they were in your place!" He says. "Why? Because I'm a fail actor! Oh please," I snap. I'm so tired of this. "No they wish that I..." "You what?!?" I interrupt. "That I liked them the way I like you!" He yells. "I like you and you know it, it's just the way I do isn't even controllable anymore! And I can't loose you. You make me cry and that's the only thing I've cared about it you and how you feel now. I want you to get better but you never give me a chance!" Cameron is wiping his eyes. I walk towards him and see tears roll down his face. I wipe his tears away with my finger.

Cameron's POV:

A girl has never made me cry like this. It just made me want to cry more. I liked it when she wiped my tears away so elegantly. "I'm sorry," she said in a soft voice. "I'm not ready to loose you," she ended the sentence. I see a tear go down her face. Now it's my turn. I wipe it off with my finger. Then I do something I wouldn't think I would ever do. I wipe her tear on my face from my finger and say "when you cry, so do I." I think it's safe to say that Alexya has changed me. Or maybe love has. I don't know, I have never been in love before and I don't want to ever be again because no one can replace Alexya. She cries some more than hugs me. I hug her back and we stay there for a long time forgetting about the rest of the world.

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