Billionaires wife-Risk it all (book 1)

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if you don't cry i'll cry for you

The soft yellow sun wraps around me and warms up my skin, only for the cold autumn breeze to make me bundle up in my jacket. The flowers in my hand are not bound to make it past this month with the wether like it is. I didn't care. She loves them. I scan each piece of stone, each row.

V, W, X, Y, Z

I smile softly and crouch in front of her grave and touch it lightly. "Good morning, beautiful." i sigh and place the flowers right at the corner. "I got you your favorite flowers again. I know, you don't like spoiling you. But i had to get the best flowers, for my best flower." i finally take a seat and play with the grass.

i enjoyed the mornings like these. i enjoyed being with her, even though she was long gone. i know shes probably saying "stop crying over me! i'm not worth it!" but god, she's worth every fucking river i cry.

it's been about a month since kenzie left. and everyday i still wake up, cold without her by my side.

"Daisys pregnant. she said if it's a girl, she's going to name it Mackenzie, after the best Mackenzie she knows. and if it's a boy, she's going to name it Wilson because she knows how much you loved that name." a tear slipped out of my eyes and i gasp for a breath. "i wanted to marry you kenzie. i wanted to have my kids with you. i wanted to be with you all the time."

i look up at the sky and whipe my tears. "isn't it so beautiful today? i know you liked cold weather so i'm sure you're happy." i laugh and look back at the words written in her special peace of stone.

'Through the dark, through the light, through the hail, through the sunshine, i'll be by your side'

After the fight, we had rushed kenzie to the hospital in hopes she'll make it. But after an hour of kenzie not waking up, that sad, depressing sound of her precious heart beat came to a stop.

when she first left, i couldn't sleep, eat, work, or anything. Lauren was really supportive and covered for me at work when i could bare to get out of bed.

i know she's here with me. i can smell her scent every where in my house.

it's funny because, every night before i go to bed i always turn on her favorite show so she can watch it.

"you were my lighthouse. my light through everything. and now that you're gone, i.. i don't know what to do anymore. i miss you so much"

i whipe my tears one last time, place a kiss on the top of the gravestone, and head to work.