You're A Criminal. I Can't Love You

Chapter Sixteen.

| Langston's P.O.V |

I swear Aaleeyah be having me fucked up sometimes on bible she do. She think just cause she a female I won't put my hands on her? She know how I am when people put their hands on me female or male iont care. I remember when I was 15 I beat this one bitch ass, body slammed her and errything. She was talking out the side of her neck. I went upstairs and decided to hop in the shower. I had some shit to think about, like my grandma passing, the fact that this might be my baby that Tameka having, Me & Aaleeyah's baby I'm thinking about it all. Its fucking terrible that I'm 21 and still out here making little boy decisions. I'm over here riding around with gangs and selling drugs and shit. I know I'm gonna have to get out the game but I can't even do it. This is what puts money on the table. Aaleeyah reminds me all the time that I'm gonna be either dead or in jail. I'm tired of her nagging me man, she be bugging toooo damn much for me. I honestly hope that baby Tameka having isn't mine. I can't deal with two kids I mean I have a baby on the way already. I mean I have the money to care of like 30 babies but I only have a responsibility for one shit I want a responsibility for one. I don't have time for two. Shit, running 99% of California's drug trade is really tough man. I swear it is. I rinsed myself off and stepped outside and grabbed my towel. I wrapped my towel around my waist and walked into the bedroom. I walked into my closet and picked out my outfit for today. I picked out a black Gucci shirt, a pair of black rock revivals, a pair of black timberlands, my Versace belt, my black LV hat, and my black & White Brooklyn hoodie. I placed the outfit on and grabbed my keys. I was planning on going to Tameka's house and apologize cause what I said was really fucked up on some real one hunnid shit. I walked downstairs and seen Aaleeyah chilling on the couch. I kissed her cheek and walked towards the door. "Where you going?" She asked.

"Out." I said.

"Out where?" She asked.

"Out! Damn stop fucking bugging me yo." I said in frustration.

She ain't say shit so I took that as a card to leave. I went and hopped into my car and drove down Beaconsfield to Tameka's house. I pulled into her driveway and walked onto her porch, I knocked. She eventually came to the door and it looked like she'd been crying.

"The hell are you doing here?" She asked.

"I'm here to apologize." I said.

"For?" She asked.

"I'm apologizing to you because of the shit I said earlier, ya know about me not being there for the baby when it probably is mine." I said.

"Its not a 'probably' I know for a fact that it's yours but aye it's okay, is that all?" She asked.

"Damn, aight then. I'll leave." I said.

She slammed the door in my face and I walked off her porch and hopped into my car. I drove to the warehouse to meet up with the guys.

"Hey boss." One of my workers, Jamar said.

"What's good." I said.

"We had some niggas tryna break in last night and rob us blind but me and Calvin took care of it." He told me.

"Was it a clean kill?" I asked.

"You already know it was." He said.

"Okay cool." I said dapping him up.

I looked all around the warehouse and made sure everyone was doing their job like they were assigned to do. I went to my office and sat in my chair thinking. I honestly don't know what to do in my life. I know I can't keep doing the shit I'm doing. I know I'm gonna have to get a legal job but who's gonna hire a 21 year old 'soon to be retired' drug dealer? It's crazy how all this shit is hitting me right now. Maybe it's the fact that I have two kids on the way. I don't want shit happening to my kids on bible I don't. If something happens to them, I would literally go insane shit I might just kill myself. I've always had an attachment on kids. Even if they were mine or not, but these kids right here? They belong to me and I wouldn't be able to live with myself if anything happened to them.

* 6 Months Later *

I was with Aaleeyah and we were baby shopping. She wanted to prepare for the baby since he would be here in three more months. Yep, we're having a boy. I already thought of names. Something biblical like David, or something like Tank, or Chadavious. I had plenty of names that I could throw out there. Aaleeyah left it up to me anyway, but I have another three months to think of more names. I made Tameka get a prenatal DNA test and turns out the baby? Wasn't mine. I had a feeling I mean she was a thot so I didn't really trip about it. As of right now I can honestly enjoy my life with Aaleeyah. "Baby, what about this crib?" Leeyah asked.
"I like it baby. Let's get it." I insisted.

I paid for the crib and the other things we picked up and I placed in the car and drove home. I stopped at Wendy's and decided to get something to eat since bae was hungry. I got out the car and we walked inside hand in hand.

"Welcome to Wendy's how can I help you?" The lady behind the counter asked.
"You order first babe, I'm still deciding." She said.
"Aight let me get a double cheese baconator, a medium fry, & a large sprite." I said.

She typed my order down and soon enough Aaleeyah ordered. She damn near ordered the whole menu, but I forgot how pregnant girls like to eat. They soon enough called our number and I grabbed our food and the lady behind the counter slid me a piece of paper and she winked at me. I opened the paper and figured out her name was Victoria and she gave me her number. I slipped the paper into my pants pocket and walked to where Leeyah was sitting.

Sorry It's Short , It's Just Something For Now. I Didn't Wanna Leave Yall Hanging.

Victoria Is In The Multimedia (Nia Riley From Love & Hip Hop Hollywood 😍😍)