My Little Angel (On Hold)

09..Planning

Chapter #9

Ally's prov..

My head hammered , paining like hell, I raised my body a little , leaning against headboard of my bed clutching my head while hissing in pain.

After being a little normal , I roamed my eyes around to find myself in a very familiar room , wait i am in my room but how , when? I thought i really escaped but then how come I'm here in my room?

Creaking sound of the door took my attention, i looked up to see Fin , then only i remember that we are on a mission like Fin said and it was all there plan to drug me .harmless one ofcourse

I insinuate him shaking my head telling him to come close, he closed the door behind him after heading towards me , i didn't realise until he told me

" Take it, you will feel better" from when i start admiring him?.

I quietly had the painkiller with the glass of water ,then i placed  the glass at the side table with the remaining tablets.

"I .." he cleared his hoarse voice to continue again " I had a talk with your father "

Before i could move a limb he said

" I know , you are curious to know what happened, i am glad its a good news and you shouldn't worry" smiling at me he didn't tell me what i wanted to listen suspenser

I pouted at him unknowingly, he sat infront of me , i moved backwards to which he gripped my arms , stopping me so i stayed still .

" Yes, i am his bodyguard now" there it is , a wide smile take place on my face making him smile slightly at me too

" On many occasions girls would hug me tight if broke a happy news to them.  But here you are , Aren't you happy much?." His sadness broke something inside of me .but what and why?

For the first time , i wanted to speak so badly but i couldn't..not because i can't..

I know he thinks of me being dumb .I wish i could explain him , suddenly i remembered the time when i stopped opening my mouth after that dreadful night, that was the most horrible thing happened to me that i couldn't forget ever, shiver ran down my spine ,my body trembled just about recalling that night.

I felt myself shaking , darkness clouded my eyes unable to see anything. I get panic attacks whenever i think about that night , the night that ruined my life.

I knew that this is another anxiety attack which i have been suffering from years.

I heard someone calling me , shouting my name telling me to take deep breath , which i followed quickly .the arms around my body feels so protected and felt like it was meant to hold me.

After some minutes, i find myself getting normal .which never happened before unless hours later.

" You are ok now , love Open your eyes , i am here only"

I opened my eyes slowly , couldn't able to breath i peeked through my eyelashes  and see myself trapped in someone's arm , i looked up to see him, Fin. He kissed my forehead, calming me down a bit he asked me if am ok or not then i realized what i am doing losing myself in the arms of a non mehram,who is not my husband. he is again taking advantage of my state. Said my brain..