The truth hurts

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Bex p.o.v
Number of tests i had to have done : 13
Number of times people asked me if i was okay: 18
Number of times students looked at my tummy with wide eyes: 56
Number of times i wished none of this would have happend: uncountable

Grant came with cammie to visit first. Thank god i was in bed with a big blanket to cover up my growing bump. I think i have a psychological connection with cammie as I willed her not to say anything about the baby. And hey presto, she didnt.
It was really tense and they were being too careful, as if saying the wrong thing could kill me or like treading on broken glass. Macie and liz visited but left soon after as i was asleep. I was waiting for zach to visit. I needed to tell him, i needed him to know first, find out from me personally instead of through the fight that was undoubtedly going to happen and might very well ruin a few of our relationships and friendships.
I only have five months left now and as awful it is to think good positive thoughts in the situation im in, i am excited for the baby, i know that i will never be able to fix things with cammie or grant. I am about to hurt them in such a way that cant be healed.
And all because of one night, one night that meant nothing

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