Borrowing Sebastian [COMPLETED]

Chapter Seven

I froze on where I am standing. Tiningnan ko si Tristan na nililigpit ang mga papel sa mesa at ipinasok ito sa isang drawer na  nasa gilid niya. My tears are streaming down on my face. Am I really going to continue this? Why is he like that? Is he that cruel not hearing my plea? Should I get down on bended knee just to allow me to quit?

He stopped when he saw me frozen while tears fell down on my face. He heaved a deep sigh at binuksan ang ilang butones ng uniform niya, "Look, Kirsten. As much as I want to help you go, but the contract states otherwise. Mabuti sana kung nasa akin iyon but my father are keeping the contracts with him
He can definitely file a case against you and fabricate everything. You don't want that to happen, are you?"

I bit my lip and shook my head a little. Now he's showing me generosity. I really can't understand this guy.

He threw a hanky at me and mabilis ko naman itong naisalo. I looked at him but he is back on arranging the papers again. I wipe my tears away at hinawakan nang mahigpit ang panyo niya. Okay, I think I'm already one of the sluts after this day.

Napabalik ako sa katinuan ko nang may humigit sa kamay ko and he dragged me away with him. Tristan said something to the guy from earlier then he nodded slightly without throwing me a glance. Hawak niya pa rin ang kamay ko papalabas ng building and all eyes are on us. I bowed my head. This will going to be a misunderstanding. I need to deal with rumors tomorrow, I'm sure. I even saw Claudette and she's looking at me, wide eyes.

Iniyugyog ko ang kamay ko para bitawan niya ako pero mas malakas siya. Hanggang sa dumating kami sa parking lot, hawak niya pa rin ang kamay ko at binuksan ang pinto ng kotse niya. Hindi na ako naka-angal nang pilit niya akong ipinasok sa front seat. I want to shout and run but I am about to open the door but it is already lock. I am looking at him while he made a turn papunta sa driver's seat and he just raise his brows at me, "planning to escape?"

I shook my head while biting my lips. His eyes darted down and huli na nang marealize ko na he is already staring at my lips. I look away at naramdaman ko ring inilihis niya ang paningin niya. What's with him?

Sa buong byahe, tahimik lang akong nakatungo habang pinaglalaruan ang mga daliri ko. I'm feeling the tension again. I'm nervous and scared at the same time. There is no Mr. Alexis anymore for tonight. I get to deal with other man—iyong mga lalaking naghahanap talaga ng laman. I mentally shook my head to dismiss my thoughts. Tristan parked his car at binuksan ang pinto ng sasakyan at bumaba. Good thing bukas na rin sa side ko at sumunod sa kaniya. He entered the vicinity as if he owns it.

Habang nakasunod lang ako sa kaniya, I heard a familiar voice at tiningnan ko kung tama ba ang hinala ko. And I am right. It's Olivia again. She looks at me while Tristan is telling her something and she then nodded her head at umalis agad si Tristan na hindi man lang lumingon para magpaalam. Susundan ko rin sana siya nang lumapit si Olivia sa akin and she slightly nodded her head and walked away.

Oh. So I'm going with her this time. Dinala niya ulit ako sa kwartong pinanggalingan ko noon at may pinapasok siyang mga babae na mag-aayos sa akin. They ask me to remove my uniform at napatingin naman ako sa kanilang lahat and that includes Olivia. She just nodded her head and sign me to remove it. Okay, so they're not going out? Cut the crap, Kirsten. Lahat sila dito sanay na. Ikaw nalang ang natitirang virgin sa lugar na 'to.

Agad namang namula ang mukha ko at naalala bigla si Sebastian. Oh my gosh. Mapapahamak na nga ako't lahat- lahat may gana pa akong isipin ang lalaking 'yon?

Shoving my thoughts away, agad kong hinubad ang uniporme ko at itinira ang brassiere and panty ko. I want to hide from them and tell them to go away but I know, I can't. I just need to face the fact and continue living. I can't do anything. This is my fault and I should face the consequence. Ganon lang. Huwag ko nalang pahirapan ang sarili ko. I just need to think na matatapos din 'to. Puri ko ang mawawala pero mabibigyan ko naman ng sapat na pangangailangan ang pamilya ko.