Decade to @ancientone01
"Are you okay?" She asked me right when she walked into the room.
"JARVIS thinks it would be good to go to the hospital and have them look a the baby..." I told her and she nodded.
"Do you want me to get Chirs?" She asked me. And i put on a part of sweat pants and an Iron Man sweatshirt I pick up today on.
"Do you know why he left?..." I asked her getting my phone.
"He's down stairs crying his eyes out... he can't stop say that he's mad at him self for going off..." She told me then sitting down next to me. "He got a job at the Greek mythology museum..." She told me and my heart broke.
"I hurt him.... from jumping to conclusion...." I say looking straight ahead letting more tears fall. "I'm the worst person ever..." I say.
"No, you just are all hormonal and can't control your emotions.. plus you growing up not being treated the best doesn't help when you bring someone you love to a plant they never been... and you being afraid of someone taking him away from you..." She tells me and I know she's right.
"Well you go get him... please..." I tell her and she didn't waste time leaving. So before I got all sweatie I went back down to my pajamas.
I tried my best to wipe the tears away. But I couldn't stop crying. I'm mad at my self so much there no word to describe it. But the longer it took for him to get up here the more my heart rate speeded up each beat getting faster and faster one after another. But once the door open and Chris took one step in, I ran to him wrapped my arms around his neck.
"I'm SO sorry...." I tell him and he wrapped his arms around my waist.
"It's okay..." He tells me and I lean back and look at him.
"You mean your not mad at me?" I asked him.
"I'm not mad at you and I don't think I could ever be mad at you.... alot has happened today and the past week... i don't blame you for the way your acting..." He tells me and I give him a smile with a tear or two falling down my cheek. But before the fell and hit the floor he wiped them away.
He then pulled me into a kiss and I kissed him back. I'm so glad that he's not mad at me. But that doesn't stop the fact that I'm still mad at myself. And it will probably be awhile too.
