Love the Way You Lie

Memories and a Promise

"Why are you so nervous about your hat double d? You gotta take it off sometime, and when you do, I'll see whatever you're trying to hide." After a quick moment, Kevin placed a hand on my shoulder. "It's a tattoo isn't it?"

"Kevin it isn't polite to say such things! You..." I crossed my arms taking a step back from Kevin. Not being able to come up with anything suitable to say. "Also it isn't a tattoo Kevin."

He only laughed. But then looked at me more serious. Or at least tired to. "Come on double d, one day we'll move in with each other. I want to at least know what I can expect. I seriously doubt you wear that dorky hat all day everyday." I could only blush, never had i though about where our relationship could go, and I suppose that this is what dating is for. Right? To determine if you can handle your partners flaws.........right?

I sighed in defeat. "Fine Kevin." I took his hand and lead him away from the public eye. Once I though it was safe I looked up at Kevin and smiled weakly. "Ok. Here goes nothing."

I slipped off my beanie. I felt several strands of hair fall into my face. But I looked anywhere, but Kevin. Yes, I was in fact scared that I would be rejected. But we've been dating for around a year. We've lasted this long, why couldn't we last longer over this?

So slowly I looked up at Kevin's face. I saw a small smile on his face. "There is that beautiful face." He pulled me close to him. Kissing my forehead, my cheeks, even my nose. But he saved my scar for last.

I felt a tear fall down my cheek. I wrapped my arms around his waist, as he did the same. No one really knew, but the few people that did, didn't really accept it in a way. They didn't like the idea of having to wonder what was wrong with me, not knowing why I had the scar. No one even bothered to ask, but here was Kevin. Not giving me a look of sympathy. Not looking away, in fact, he showed that he accepted me as I was.

That he truly loved me.
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"K-Kev- Ah~"

"Edd.." My mind was possibly far away. It probably wouldn't return for a while, but I didn't mind. This feeling as amazing, and I didn't want it to end. Who knew that such a feeling existed?

Kevin's fingers stretched my anus. It was still an unusual feeling, but he made it all worth while. I guess that it was my prostate gland, but who knew that it could produce this?

"Edd, are you ready?" Kevin's voice pierced my thoughts. I hadn't noticed his fingers left my body. He was leaning over me, his face was red. His hands were intertwined with mine as well.

I nodded shyly. This, of course, was my first time. Normally when we get frisky, I stop it before it would go further. Then Kevin would go and take a cold shower.

I don't know why tonight, I felt ready. Both mentally and physically.

Slowly Kevin stuck his member in my stretched hole slowly. My hands tightened around his, I heard him let out a shaky breath. Once he was fully inside me, he stopped and looked down at me. Even though my eyes were closed, I could feel his gaze soften on me.

He leaned down and nuzzled my cheek, whispering kind words to me. "If you want me to stop, just tell me. I will. I'll do anything you want me to do." Was what I heard. I know that there was more, but with my body in a state of pain and pleasure, I only nodded, not hearing anymore.

"I would for you to Kevin. I'm ready. I... I need you. As I am sure you need me." I peeked through a closed eye. Flashing a toothy smile. Kevin smiled back at me, and instead of moving his hips. He leaned down and kissed me first. Then whispered in my ear- "You look like a kitten. So adorkable." He kissed the shell of my ear and slowly, began to move his hips. Thrusting in and out of me. Just slowly building speed, for what I could assume, was for me. Not wanting for me to be in to much pain, yet still managing to please himself and me.

"Oh, Kevin~ you don't know what you do to me."
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My eyes slowly opened. I was on a couch, it was worn and probably filthy, but it was comforting. Slowly I sat up looking around. If I remember correctly this was-

Wait a moment! I told him no! When did he- how-?

"Hey Double D. Hungry?" I turned to see Nate and saw him holding a cup of a mysterious food-liquid. It wasn't really until then that I noticed, I haven't eaten in some time. My stomach let out a grumble. So I was forced to nod.

He handed the cup to me and took a seat on a single couch diagonal from me. I began to sip through the straw and cringed at the gross taste of a blended blob. But it was food, and I was hungry.

"Yeah I know, it's gross, but I didn't know what to make. So, uh, I just kinda had to improvise." Nat smiled slightly leaning back and crossing a leg over the other.

I only looked at him from the corner of my eye. I so badly wanted to speak. But I couldn't. I would only make pitiful sounds and not make any sense.

"Look I'm sorry I took you out, but I couldn't sit back and watch you destroy yourself. Please understand where I'm coming from on this." He crossed his arms. "I understand that you're going through a rough time, but I need you to do something for me."

By this time I was looking at him fully. I nodded slightly, letting him know that I was listening.

"I need you to stay here with me, I need you to not do anything that'll hurt yourself. I promised you I wouldn't let anything hurt you and I'm keeping my promise. But it would make it easier if you'll do that for me. Will you?"

I looked down. How could I stay here? Kevin would eventually come back and confront Nat. I didn't want to make it worse. And judging by everything that's happened, I'm pretty sure that nothing could hurt me as much as I have been.

Nevertheless, I nodded in agreement. I don't know why. I don't know how I brought myself to trust Nat. Even though he hasn't given me a reason not to. Sure, he would grab up on me in front of Kevin and joke with me. I placed the cup down and laid back down on the couch. Whether or not he left soon after or at all, I didn't know.
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"Hey Kev!" Nat walked up to Kevin and gave him a.. Bro-hug? I swear sometimes I didn't understand Nathan, but that's what makes him fun. "Heyy double cutie!" He didn't give me a bro-hug, but just a normal one. But I yelped feeling my rear being pinched.

"Nat, don't push it. Or I swear to god I will knock out your piercings." I chuckled. Kevin can be so over protective at times. He's actually told me once he wished that people would still treat me as they did before. Minus the cruel rude things they did before, but simply being someone there that took up space as that was his. Because ever since a couple of months after coming out to everyone, it seemed as though everyone was flirting? I didn't see what he meant, but I guess that was just his jealous side.

"Aw come on man, you know you can't keep all this to yourself." Nat wrapped an arm around Kevin's shoulder. Slick like and being short he dragged Kevin down slightly.

"As much as I agree with you, I will disagree. Why does everyone suddenly want Double D?" He frowned as Nat pulled him closer. Whispering things to him I apparently was not allowed to hear. 
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I closed my eyes. All these things coming back to me. They're making my chest hurt. I wish they could back to that. These memories.... They just had to come to me at such a time. Huh?

I sighed allowing myself to drift off to sleep. But I could swear I felt my head lift and placed on a pillow, and a warm blanket pulled over my slumbering form.