Hidden (Matt Espinosa)

nineteen

"-I thought was the love of my life." He reaches for my hand and the second we touch my heart stars beating, though I quickly pull away. "I can't, Matt."

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"You can't what? Let yourself take a risk?"
"Exactly! I can't just walk right into another disaster. It'll hurt me more, it just isn't worth it Matt."
"I get it, I'm not worth it."
I glare at him, "but Jordan was worth it when you were getting ready to fuck her while I'm downstairs getting bashed by your psycho stalker."
"I'm sorry okay. She shouldn't have called you out in front of everybody."
"No Matt, she shouldn't have said anything at all. There was nothing to call me out on. My dad is my issue not hers and certainly not the whole towns. But I should really start to get going, come on I'll drive you."
"Wait. How many times do I have to tell you that I made a mistake."
"You don't Matt, I already got that. It's just I don't believe you home."
"God Drew. I'm sorry. I am fucking sorry. But to tell you the truth the second I saw you at the party I knew right away. I looked into your eyes and my heart raced so fast. I remember seeing your hair and how it fell over your shoulders and your cute dress that hugged your curves. I remember your faint makeup that made you look stunning though without it your still the most beautiful girl ever. Though we went fast with everything I knew from the moment I saw you that you were the one. And guess what, you still are. I can't even believe that I did what I did to you. I think about it every night and I remember what it was like to hold you at night and to kiss you with passion and not just with a sex drive. I've never admitted it to anyone and barely even myself because it scares me more than anything. But I am in love with you, Drew."
The moment he says it my heart races even quicker. My eyes water and I try so hard to fight back the tears, but I can't help it. He's right. There's always been something. Even when I only had sex with him to get rid of the dirtiness I felt after being hurt by George. I always felt that small attraction. My heart always raced when I saw him and when he texted me. He's the one I had always turned to when times got tough even if I was just "getting my mind off things". Thinking about it now I've spent so much time thinking about him. "I love you too, Matt."
He smiled and rests his hands on my hips. I smile and jump up, wrapping my legs around his waist. I look down into his brown eyes and he looks back. A smile of desire does not wash across his face, but a smile of content does. I lean down and press my lips to his. My entire body lights with fire as my heart yearns for him. His hands grip my ass as we kiss. Is this okay to be doing outside my workplace while on break? I push away the thought and pull away from Matt. "Get in the car, we're leaving."

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This is short but very major. We all know in this story Matt is NOT the lovely type ... Hope yah like it. I miss you guys .. Please give feed back <3