My Fairy.

Chapter 4 - I don't wanna go back.

"You're late!"

Mew knows that he's about to be late that's why he tiddy up his laptop real fast in the library awhile ago. But knowing Gulf is hurt, he couldn't just ignore it. He took 20 minutes of his time taking care of the fairy, knowing he will be late for sure for his part time job. But that doesn't matter, the fairy is more important, isn't he?

"I'm sorry..."

"Why are you sorry again?" Mew is scanning some barcodes in the cashire machine while the customer in front of him is taking out some money from her wallet.

"It's because you took care of me." Mewnwhile, Gulf is sitting besides Mew, didn't dare to look at Mew's eyes because he feels guilty.

"500 baht."

"Thankyou." The customer then left after receiving her receipt.

Gulf still couldn't bring himselft to look up, seeing Mew being scolded by his manager makes him extremely guilty. Mew doesn't deserves all those insults the manager gave to him. It was all his fault, because he make a scene over some gossip boys in the library.

"I'm sorry...."

Mew is sighing. He sit down, positioning Gulf's shoulder so that Gulf will stare at him, and smile.

"I'm okay. No need to be upset over that. I told you I'm okay. I'm used to it."

"Used to? You are used to be mocked like that? He said you're a crazy clown who has the hair of a cloud. Stupid head who sing and play guitar like he has no future ahead?! You say you're used to that?"

Mew is now laughing seeing how Gulf could remember exactly what the manager had told him.

"It's just because he's mad. He didn't mean it."

"No way! No people should say that to someone who work as hard as he can just because he's mad."

"Well I was wrong for being late in the first place."

"That's why I said sorry! You got scolded because of me!"

"It's not true. I choose to take care of you myself, you didn't force me to do it."

...

Gulf feels shy. He doesn't know why but seing Mew being soft on him makes him shy, his cheek and ear started to redden on it's own. He feels excited.

"Anyway. Instead of worrying me, when will you be back?"

"Back? Back where?"

"Well... back to... where you came from...?"

"..."

"You're not going to stay with me forever, aren't you? Sooner or later you have to go back."

"...b-but.. I wanna--"

"You know... I'm so sorry but I have so many things to do... I can't take care of you. I have no time nor money."

"Bu-but Mew, I--"

Gulf couldn't finish his words. He was shy when Mew was being soft with him for the first time. He thought Mew started to accept him, but now this? What's Mew trying to say? He wants to send him away? He wants him to go away from his life? Why? Does he hate him that much?

Right now Gulf just wanted to cry. What is this feeling? Anger? Dissapoinment? He couldn't name it.

"Hey! Why are you crying?? Don't worry, I'm not going to deport you outta my house until the day you can really go back to where you came from. No need to cry... I will feed you as long as I can... I'm not going to abandon you, naa..."