imagines ~ cb

movie night pt.2

<TRIGGER WARNIG SUICIDAL THOUGHTS>

PT.2 suggested by adoringbrock

COLBYS POV

I got a call from yn. as much as I didn't want to answer it because of the pain that it had caused kat, I couldn't help myself. I had been in love with this girl ever since I had seen her and once she left that night, these feeling had only developed. there was no stopping them.

PHONE CALL

<Colby answered>

yn : Colby ? she was crying.

Colby : yn are you ok what's wrong ? i asked concerned

yn : everything Colby I have nothing I lost my family friends and I got fired from my job. I got evicted from my apartment because I wasn't able to pay rent and now I am just sat on the curb.

Colby : hey, hey calm down. are you in la? I asked

yn : yeah but there is no point anymore. 

Colby : what do you mean there is no point? I was getting concerned now

yn : I have nothing left and everything is going downhill. I might as well end it now.

Colby : no yn I am not letting you do that. where are you. my heart was raising multiple miles an hour

yn : outside my old apartment complex hoping for a miracle that we both know that will never come. 

Colby : im coming right now. I shot up from my bed and ran to my keys.

yn : why ?

Colby : BECAUSE I LOVE YOU! shit. I just admitted  I loved her.

yn : I love you too colbs. and with that she ended the call. she said not back. holy shit.

I shot out of the house and into my car. I put in my keys and zoomed out of the driveway over to where yn lives. well, used to live. I was speeding through the streets. it would usually take around 15 - 20 minutes to get there but this time I wanted to be there in less than 10. the streets where clear which helped. 

I pulled around the last corner to see a figure on the curb. just like she said. her head was down and she was shaking violently. I knew she has suffered with depression and anxiety in the past and I knew that what she told me will be taking a massive toll on her mental health.

I got out of my car as soon as I got to her. I didn't bother tuning it off. yn was my priority and not the car. 

Colby : yn I said bending down to her level.

she looked at me. those eyes. I could get lost in them. but they showed so much emotion. confusion. lost. broken. alone. so many other. 

Colby : come here baby I said opening my arms

she shot up and hugged me tightly. I hugged her even tighter. I missed her and I knew she needed someone. 

a long awaited part two. let me know what you think and I hope you are all staying safe through this time. ily all <3