imagines ~ cb

broken

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COLBYS POV

Ever since she pushed me away I can see that she is hurt. Her YouTube videos have become less consistent and when she does post, I can tell she isn't doing well. At all. Her fans can also tell that she isn't doing well either but she just brushes it off saying it's a flu. But it has been nearly a year.

I just want to know what is going on behind the screen. I don't even know where she lives anymore because she moved away. It is like she tried to find another life and hasn't seemed to find it.

SAMS POV

When Colby and y/n talked to one another, I could tell that they liked each other. The two were meant for one another. But what I don't understand was why y/n pushed him away. He is a nice guy and treat her the way she should be treated.

I have tried to reach out to her but would reply. They would be left on delivered or on opened. I can tell by her videos that she isn't doing well at all and we all know it. She just won't admit it.

KATS POV

I just want my best friend back. She was the best thing that ever happened to me. We were able to connect on so many personal experiences and were able to help one another. We were there though the good and bad. The thick and thin. I just don't understand why she did this.

I have tried to call her many times but they just go to voicemail now "hey its y/n sorry I missed your call I will get back to you as soon as I can!". Her voice was so happy and positive but now it is dull and dismal. Why won't she talk to us?

Y/N POV

I pushed them away because I was scared. I was scared to fall in love again. Scared to give my trust away and get it broken. I have hated myself every day for what I did to them. All of them. We had such a good connection and I just threw it all away. If I could take it back I would take it back in an instant.

When they would message me and call me I wouldn't know what to do. The things that they would say, I wouldn't know how to respond. My fans could even tell that I wasn't doing too well but I would brush it off as the flu because im sick. Sick in the head and I need help.

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