imagines ~ cb

music

<holy shit! people all over the world have read this?? thankyou sooo much !!>

i am currently filming for a music video. this video will be about the struggle of losing someone you love and finding comfort in friends. i released a lyric video a couple weeks ago and it had already reached 700k views. what?

"you ready to get filming?" my director asked me walking into my dressing room.

"ready as i'll ever be" i replied to him.

"you are going to do amazing" he says and walked out of the room.

when i was recording the song, i cannot explain how many times i had to take a break. this song is really personal to me and i hope that others will be able to relate and feel less alone.

"you are going to kill it babe" my boyfriend colby said coming over to me.

"as long as you are here" i said.

he has been here since day one. he always goes on about saying how he is my number one fan and if anyone else says that, they are lying. i always find that cute.

"you ready to start filming" he says wrapping his arms around me from behind.

"sure thing" i said.

he gave me a kiss on the top of my head and left me go so that i could stand up. we walked out of the room hand in hand heading towards the main area. we had filmed other scenes out of the studio and this will be the last ones.

----- after filming -----

"that's a wrap!" the director shouted. 

i climbed out of the water and was handed a towel. we saved this scene for the very last part of the day. i was freezing cold and the hairs on my arms were standing up. it looked as if i had been electrocuted. 

"you did amazing baby!" colby says coming from out of the dark over to me.

"you think so?" i asked looking up to him.

"i know so" he says pulling me into a hug.

"colby im wet!" i say trying to get out of his grasp.

"that's what she said" he said with that little smirk.

"oh my goddd im going see you soon" i walked away from him and into my dressing room. 

whilst i was in my dressing room, i changed out of my wet clothes and wrapped them in a towel. i put the towel in a plastic bag so that nothing else would be wet. i put my hair up into a messy bun then put on some sweat pants and a hoodie. my makeup was runny so i took that off and didnt bother putting more on. it was already 11pm so when i get home i would be going straight to bed.

"you ready to go home" colby said popping his head round the door.

"yeah" i said putting my last few things in my bag.

he took the bag that was in my hands and put it over his shoulder.

"i can carry that you know" i said to him.

"i know. i just dont want my little star carrying anything heavy" he says leaning down and giving me a kiss on my cheek.

"come on lets go home " i said grabbing his hand.

we walked out of the room and both said our goodbyes to the team. that team was like a family to me but not as much as my proper family. sam, colby, kat, tara etc. i loved them all with my whole heart.

once again, thankyou all so much for reading this. i cant believe how many people have decided to read what goes on in my head! i hope you all have a wonderful day / night depending on when you are reading this and i love you all <3