" now i have neither happiness nor unhappiness. everything passes.
that is the one and only thing that i have thought resembled a truth in the society of human beings where i have dwelled up to now as in a burning hell.
everything passes. "
- daz...
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several weeks have passed and he was still aware with your abrupt and unusual behavior, also aware with the reason why you were like that.
it was the beginning of the death of the heart.
those words that dazai have told you were super glued inside your mind, because of this, you were unable to do things normally.
you were heartbroken, emotionally wounded when he told you that he wanted things to go back to normal. as for normal, he meant that he wanted to break it off with you.
it seemed like he was numb after everything, he still carries on as if nothing happened, except for the mere fact that he completely stopped talking to you.
this had a huge impact on you. your relationship with him was very healthy before everything crashed. both of you were vastly attracted with each other, unbreakable was what everyone called it.
but for no reason, he decided to break it off with you when you thought that everything was going well.
this caused a lot of changes. you couldn't work the way you usually do, and you have failed your missions, thus, resulting in major injuries for chuuya for saving your life.
speaking of chuuya, your ability was similar to his corruption. an ability that was hazardous enough to end many lives in a second, but cannot be controlled and you needed dazai's nullifying ability to put a stop in it or else you'd die.
tonight, you were assigned for another dangerous mission. you were supposed to kill one of the former port mafia men, now a leader of a huge gang in yokohama. but now, you were to move alone.
you accepted, as you thought you were already capable enough to do so. chuuya objected with this idea, convincing the boss that it was way too dangerous for you to go alone.
"it's fine chuuya, i can do this." you gave a cocky smile. mori ougai has finally decided that you would go alone, but he also reminded you not to use that specific part of your ability— as dazai wouldn't be accompanying you, therefore, no one would nullify your high-risk ability and you'd die alone.
"i have a problem with that." a familiar voice erupted, a voice you loved.
dazai crossed his arms, a deadpanned look on his face. "i told you, boss. dimwit dazai agrees!" chuuya says.
no one would want you to die as you were one of the highly respected executives in the port mafia. for tonight's mission, one executive to kill the target was enough, as two or three would be too much and would cause attention.
