affection. --orginial ver.

XII

enjoy~

Mattia's pov.

well shit. Kairi dipped and from the way he left, it seemed like he was never coming back. I called his name, but he never turned back.

i guess that's what i get for falling in love with some stupid, 5'4, weed smoking criminal.

no no no no i mean very intelligent, adorable height, CBD taking, mastermind. that still doesn't sound any better. There wasn't really any words to describe him. he was just different. I mean obviously he is, he's a criminal! but something told me that he was fragile and would break at any moment. I couldn't describe the pang of guilt that ran through my body as i watched the boy walk away from me.

I still felt like shit though. I, mattia polibio, killed my own mother. when i could've just stayed out of it.

But why? why didn't i just kill kairi's father? because he didn't initiate it. It was my moms idea to snoop around with him.

and i realized that i'd gladly do it again.

I got back in my car, seeing that kairi left his weed. Must've let it fall out of his bag.

I took one of them between my lips and lit it. The drug filled my body, instantly making me feel a buzz.

I drove away, turning up the music and swaying my head. The sound of police sirens was in the background and i figured kairi was in trouble.

But i just let it be.

Even though i had no idea where i was going, i still drove rather quickly. I decided to stop at a fast food place near the bank where the police were.

Just to see if it was kairi. A few seconds later, someone appeared on the roof, scanning the area. I sunk in my seat, still holding the blunt.

(mm hotboxing)

The person, went to the back of the building, and came sprinting towards me. and now the person definitely was kairi.

I came up with a plan, just to mess with him. I unlocked the doors and let him come in.

He was out of breath and had a heavy bag. "oh thank god you're here!" He spoke, and grabbed my face and kissed me softly. Although it felt nice, i couldn't get attached.

"of course! i had to come save my lil baby." I teased, driving off. I drove towards the crime scene and got out. Kairi stared at me through the front window.

I went to his side and opened the door. I grabbed his small body and dragged him to the police.

"what the fuck is wrong with you! they'll arrest me if i go over there!" He squirmed, causing some attention to us.

"yeah!" I was so high, i could barely keep a grip on the struggling boy. "officers! is this your guyyy?!" I spoke loudly, causing everyone to snap their heads at me.

"what the actual hell mattia!"

"bye bye kai...i'm gonna miss you." I placed a kiss to his cheek, letting the police take him. "i love you!" I grinned and walked back to my car.

"sir? how'd you find him?" An officer came rushing to my side. She was quite tall and skinny, but struggled to keep up with me.

"i was in that parking lot, saw him come to the roof and he came bolting to my car from behind." I explained, stopping in front of my car. "but please, be gentle with him. or god forbid he might send someone to bail him out." I mocked him.

"i don't think he'll be getting bailed out. we've been looking for him for months." She said, stepping away. "but thank you."

"of course." i got in my car, surprised that they didn't smell the weed on me.

Kairi and I made eye contact one last time, he sent me a death glare and all i could do was smile. I waved as well, pulling out of the lot. I drove home, flopping on my bed and immediately falling asleep.

I woke up some time later, deciding that I should go out and smoke the rest of the blunts. I felt bored without all the drama that kairi caused when he was around. Nonetheless, i couldn't give a single fuck that he was now in police custody.

I exited my apartment, and straight to my car. I ended up driving to the little beach spot that kairi loves going to. I knew i would end up getting flashbacks of him shooting me, but that didn't seem to matter to me.

I sat down on the bench, seeing my dried blood on the floor and next to me. I wonder how many people he has killed here. Not a lot. He told me its where he comes to be alone, so i highly doubt that he has.

I thought long and hard about how i could figure out who kairi was. He was a complex minded sweetheart. He has trauma but he won't ever let people know, but he has a soft spot for people who help him. Or people that are comfortable with his lifestyle. Which is definitely not a lot.

The soft sound of the ocean waves crashing made me feel nostalgic for an unidentified memory. I felt almost too relaxed by the sound, so i left. I drove along the now almost dark streets. My body began shaking and i felt nervous. Shit was about to go down. So naturally, i sped home before anything major could happen.

Next morning.

My body woke up aching, and what had happened last night filled my mind. Kairi had finally gotten what he deserved. I heard a knock at my door and caught me off guard, causing me to fall off the bed. But it was almost funny that i knew who would be there..

That god awful son of a bitch, Kairi.

I opened the door, to see Kairi with handcuffs on along with a police officer. Kairi looked tired, and almost for a minute i felt bad.

"Mr. Polibio?" The officer spoke, averting my attention to him.

I nodded for him to speak, leaning on my door. My eyes flickered between the two persons in front of me. Kairi had a weak smirk plastered on his face, swaying back and forth.

"You're under arrest. For the murder of Mrs. Polibio."

//1069

yes. shit has just gone down. and it's only going downhill from here 😍😈

anyways i might not update for a while because i have something called a very strict blasian mother.

let's just say the chancla came in contact with my head because i said "my nigga" to my mom. whoops 😬

ily doe ❤️

~akemi :)